30 MINUTES | PJM

The note

The whole week went by silent. I didn't reveal myself to anyone. All I did all day was cry my eyes out but without tears since I couldn't produce them in this state. It was frustrating that I couldn't externalize my feelings the way I wanted. So I did the only thing I knew that worked.

Every time the time was 11:30 pm, I would make a mess. I would throw down his napkins or open the fridge door and leave it unclosed.

I didn't really want to break anything, I just wanted to make him upset, like the way he made me feel.

"I really like her"...

His words echoed in my head. 

Why would he like her and not me? They just met but he has known me forever.

I see Momo come and go everyday, they are practically dating. 

I feel jealous of her because she has what I've always wanted.

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Y/N: It's your fault...

I kept telling that to myself everyday for the past month.

I've managed to upset him enough that he would actually yell at me.

For the past month he acted like I wasn't here. I kept haunting him until he would say something.

Even the slightest word would make me happier.

I couldn't stay mad at him, he is the love of my life.

Stupid... I'm so stupid... Why do I act like a child?

I wanted to talk to him but Momo is always here when I can reveal myself so I choose not to...

Tonight I left him a note on the kitchen table. 

"Dear Jimin,

I'm sorry I've been a bad friend and I'm sorry I haunted you. Truth is that I've suffered more than you know but I shouldn't act like a child. I hope you can forgive me. If you do, I really want to talk to you.

Forever yours, Y/N."

I read the letter again and again until the clock stroke midnight.

I hope he can forgive me...

Jimin's POV

I opened my eyes due the the alarm ringing. 

The sun was barely up in the sky.

I got up and headed to the bathroom to take a quick shower.

After I was done I got dressed and headed to the kitchen to prepare a good breakfast.

I prepared pancakes and I sat on the table to enjoy my breakfast.

After texting "Good morning" to Momo, I picked up the cutlery and I dug in.

I accidentally got some of the chocolate sauce on my cheek so I reached my hand forward to take a napkin.

I noticed something out of place. 

Next to the pack of napkins, there was a folded piece of paper.

I picked it up and read what was inside.

I almost teared up but I held myself. 

I wanted to teach her a lesson.

I finished my breakfast and got up to place the dishes in the sink.