30 MINUTES | PJM

Mother

Y/N's POV

I laid down on Jimin's couch trying to digest what that old lady told us.

Jimin was on his laptop, talking to a client.

I could hear his voice from the other room. 

Why couldn't I just confess? Am I that pathetic?

Just tell him that you're in love with him... 

He probably likes someone else anyway.

I'm hopeless. I'm not worth the second chance...

In a moment of self-hatred, the angel's words crossed my mind.

"It's your last chance, don't waste it"

I had to do better if I wanted to survive this...

I would tell him tonight.

I looked at the clock that was laying above the TV in the living room.

11:20. Only ten minutes left.

I walked over to Jimin's room to get ready.

I got in just when he had finished with his client.

I waited until the ten minutes passed.

Jimin was staring at the blank wall, waiting for me to appear.

Y/N: I'm over here...

I chuckled.

He looked towards the sound of my voice.

Jimin: Hey there.

He smiled but his smile was sad.

Y/N: I know, I can't stop thinking about it too...

Jimin: That poor family... They suffered so much and now Jisoo is all by herself in this world.

I saw a tear run down his cheek.

I went closer and hugged him.

Y/N: I've missed this Jimin...

Jimin: Me too...

I stayed a little longer in his embrace before I got up again.

Jimin: Have you visited your mother yet?

I started pacing up and down the room.

Y/N: I don't know if I can reveal myself to her. 

Jimin: You can find a way... It would mean a lot to her if you did.

I sighed.

Y/N: You're probably right...

Jimin: You should go tomorrow. I'll be out anyways so you shouldn't waste your time.

My eyes widened.

Y/N: O-Out?

Jimin: Yes, I'm going on a date with Momo.

Jimin paused for a second.

Jimin: Aren't you supposed to talk to your crush too? We don't have time to waste Y/N...

I looked at the floor with a depressed look in my eyes. I was ready to burst in tears.

Jimin noticed and walked closer to me. 

Jimin: Hey, what's wrong?

Everything is wrong... I love you but you don't love me back. You are my only chance of survival but you don't even see me that way. I've loved you since forever but you can't even spare some of your feelings for me. I want to be yours forever and ever. But here you are, dating other girls while I'm laying on a hospital bed, slowly dying. I LOVE YOU DAMN IT.