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Hi.... So....... I was thinking that.... Maybe no one's here to love me

I tried to love myself but.. It made me hate myself more

I tried to accept those who loved me but I didn't loved them back...

I loved them but I don't think they love me

Love

And

Pain

I sometimes thought of.... Suiciding....... But I have love ones that... I need to focus on

And sometimes I thought of.... Leaving all.. Leaving the past and the present....

I tried so many times to love myself but... Hate

Hate came... It made me.. Scared to love someone..... Or to be loved...

Once there was one who loved me.. But I didn't accepted it.........

I..... HATE...... MYSELF

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