My Playboy KTH

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Hi my lovely readers!!
I wanna thank you all for staying with me huhu
Even when my fanfics are crappy as hell
Thank you

I may have to postpone the publishing of the sequel
because I'm going through depression...
I mean it, I hope you all understand

And to those who will still vote if I should do the sequel
Please do tell me and not keeping it to yourself

I really need some time to help myself and to redo all the chapters of the sequel

And to those who is okay with me not doing a sequel please tell me too...

I really need time to think... And to rest...

I have a straightend spine and have scoliosis... And that really bothered me for a while..... I've been going through training and it affected my back...

To the point where my spine curved to the right....

And it affected my mental health.... I cry every night I think about quitting or not

I guess... I should just quit... But then... All those hard work that I paid off, it'll just disappear

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I dunno why I'm telling it here...

I just can't tell it face to face... I get mental block and gets nervous and... I feel like a burden to all...

Imma stop now...

I just wanna rest

Actually.... I've thought about.... Well....

Suicide

But I don't want to leave all my friends and family... I'm just really confused...

Thank you for listening... I hope to be better soon

And make better fanfics...

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