Adopted by Elounor

The Only Reason Part 1

Don't talk let me think it over,

"how we gonna fix this? how we gonna undo all the pain?"

Tell me is it even worth it looking for a straight line taking back the time we can't replace.

All the cross wires just making us tiered is it to late to bring us back to life!?

When I close my eyes and try to sleep u fall apart and find it hard to breath you're the reason the only reason even though my dizzy head is numb I swear my heart is never giving up you're the reason the only reason.

I feel you burning under my skin I swear I see you shining brighter than the flame inside you're eyes.

Bitter words spoken everything's broken it's never to late to bring us back to life!

When I close my eyes and try to sleep u fall apart and find it hard to breath you're the reason the only reason even though my dizzy head is numb I swear my heart is never giving up you're the reason the only reason.

~~~~~5 Seconds of Summer The Only Reason!~~~~~~~~~

Here we go again in a hot car Dad, Mum, and I driving to a hill in the city farther out. God was it hot, well I was wearing a long sleeved shirt because of the previous actions that happened a few hours ago.

"So sweetie are you okay now it looked like you were gonna throw up earlier?" Mum asked quickly but at the same time trying to start a conversation within the quite long HOT ride.

"Uhm yeah I though I was gonna toss cookies but I'm fine now." I said lying.

"Okay but hun if you ever I mean EVER need to talk I am here for you you're father and I yea we are here for you I promise." Eleanor said as we park on the side of the road and I jumped out as now it was 7:49pm it was getting darker outside witch was odd but I didn't mind.

When we walked in a group closer to a shady tree on top of the big hill there was fairy lights hanging on the tree and a blanket laid a crossed the thin short cut green grass I smiled at the thought of it a seen a smile appear on Eleanor's and Louis face, Louis set the basket of food down on the blanket and I sat next to Eleanor and Louis sat on the other side of me, He grabbed three sandwiches out and three juice boxes I giggled at what laid out in front of me.

"Do you like it." Louis said with a cheesy smile plastered on his face.

I nod with a big smile on my face. He hands me a sandwich that is wrapped in a plastic baggy and the apple juice.

"Thank you," I say.

Eleanor and Louis looked at each other and nodded, as I sat here with a confused look on my face.

"Sweetie, we have to tell you something," Louis says scooting closer to me. He put his hand on my arm as Eleanor came closer and grabbed my hand in hers.

"Yeah?" I ask getting worried.

"For 3 months you're Mother has been experiencing something new..." Dad spoke before mother cut him off.

"Well sweetheart I'm, I'm pregnant!" Mother spoke excited throwing her hands in the air smiling.

"Seriously?" I spoke shocked tears in my eyes of joy I stand up and throw my tanned arms around dad and mom.

She nodded slowly tears fell from both of our eyes she smiled and dad laughed.

"Are you happy?" Daddy ask laughing harder than he should have.

"Yea!" I smiled. But one question hung in my mind. "What's the little babe gonna be!?" I spoke loudly.

"Uh Louis and I were gonna go see in a few days on Saturday I think so that's in...TOMORROW holy sh...poop!" Mother spoke I laughed loud and dad folded his arms with a smirk on his face.

"I'm so excited can I come?" I said jumping up like a six year old girl with ice cream.

She nodded slowly we finished our sandwiches and our juice pouches and sped off to home.

"Sweetheart Louis and I have to go to get clothes and stuff we'll be home later I love you bye!" Mother spoke as I smile and finish my trail off to the hotel.

As soon as I walked into the front double doors I went to the elevator. I hit the button and it closed, the stupid music playing in the background. I smiled as I thought of Harry, waiting in our room. The ding knocked me out of my daze and I walked out, more like ran because I was so excited to see Harry.

When I reached the door I grabbed my key from the back pocket. I thought I heard someone in the room, but I knew I was just hearing things because all of the boys are out doing stuff.

I unlocked the door and walked in. I went to mine and Harry's separate room, but I regret it. My heart sank as I watched what was in front of me.

I felt my eyes get watery, and soon enough I was crying. I was about to walk away when I got dizzy and tripped and fell, causing Harry to stand up from making out with that slut and looked at me. We made eye contact and I started sobbing. I thought he loved me, cared about me, but no, I was wrong.

"Oh, it's her," I hear someone say. I look past Harry and see none other than Amber.

"Amber?!" I yell, my eye sight getting really blurry.

"How could you?!" I yell shaking.

"Maddie," he whispers walking slowly to me. I back away, sliding on the ground.

"My names Madison, you ass hole." I say standing up. Why does it seem everything bad always happens to me?

Have you ever felt like your chest felt tight, and you couldn't breathe or talk. It's just like the world wants to kill you, it's like the world wants to watch you slowly die inside, and then when you give up it laughs, the world laughs because it knows it won.

Those voices in the back of my mind were right, nobody loves me, nobody will ever love me. They're always right, but I try not to listen, but everytime I don't listen I always get hurt, so I might as well start listening.

I walk to the front door, turning around before I opened it.

I opened my mouth and said, "We're done."