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The Têachers Pēt~I'm Taking You...~13

Here's part 13. It'll be like a part 2 or extension of chappy 12 but I wanted it to be named 13 since its gonna be so long. ~Enjoy:)

Jay's POV

I brought Alex to bed after he fell asleep in my lap on the couch. He looked so peaceful and angelic, I didn't have the heart to wake him so I could get him something to eat since he didn't get to finish breakfast.
I guess some brunch was in order then. I'd just take him to our lil café, and we can eat their.
I went into my office to finish on some papers I had been grading for class while Alex slept.
It had been a stressful day for him and he needs his rest.
By the looks of it he hasn't been getting much as well as food. He's far too skinny for someone his age and height, and that, will soon change.
I've been in my office for a couple of hours and checking my wall clock I see its 15 past 11. Almost time for lunch.
I put away my laptop and headed towards my room where Alex was sleeping.

Alexander's POV

Bliss.
That's the one word I can use to describe how I'm feeling as of right now.
No dreams turned into nightmares. No nightmares transforming into worse nightmares. No feeling of being manhandled, kicked or punch.
Just safe, sweet, comfortable bliss.
I don't know how I'm feeling this way, or as to why.
I just know that I am. And I like it. love it even. I want this feeling to never end. To stay with me forever. This feeling that I have never felt before, to never fade away.
But alas, it will. Things like this, for me, never lasts.
'I wonder why I'm feeling this way? I just feel... Serene'
Its such a nice feeling. It's been so long since I've felt like this. Or did I ever?. So safe and protected. Such a great feeling.
'Hmm, but why do I feel like I'm forgetting something?'
'Or someone, to be exact'.
That's right! Jay!
That must be it. He's the only one who would actually care about me to be able to emit such a feeling. Jay. I really don't understand that man. To care about someone like me.
How can you care about someone you don't know.
'Should I...should I believe him?'
I mean, he hasn't given me any reason not to...
But who hasn't? Are you really gonna do this again? How many times must you be beaten, shamed and humiliated until you understand that nobody cares about you and they never will? N-no! Not this time! Jay cares about me I know it. He says he does. Really? And your so sure?! Yes! And what makes you so sure, hmm? How do you know that he won't treat you like all the others? Even your own parent treats you like shit, what makes him so different?! Because I... I trust him.
"Alexander? Alexander sweetheart? Its time to get up, we need to get ready"
'

Jay!'
"Alexander? Get up already lazy bones or we'll be late"
"Good morning Jay" "Its already afternoon sleeping beauty. Did you sleep well?" "Mhmhm" "Good. Well, its time to get up. Head to the bathroom and have a shower. We have a busy day today", he said. I looked at him confused but headed to the bathroom anyways. On the bathroom counter was a new toothbrush, toothpaste and a bathing rag. I looked back at the closed bathroom door still confused. 'A busy day? Is he going somewhere?'
Have you forgotten this is his house? 'O-oh. Right. Hah i'm not surprised. He probably has more important people to see.

Sting

Of course he would. Why? Did you think you were important to him? N-no I never thou- Ofcourse you didn't. You know it yourself. You'r not important to anyone. Never have been. Never will be. You know he's just toying with you. And yet still you fall for it!

"Alex? Sweetheart?", Jay's voice sounded. Dispersing my cloudy thoughts like a ray of sunlight. "Yyes Jay?", I washed out my mouth filled with toothpaste and answered back.
"I placed some clothes for you on the bed. You can just place the ones you took off in the hamper in the bathroom okay?" "O-okay". "Good. When you're dressed and ready, meet me in the livingroom downstairs" "okay"
I got in shower as the sound of his footsteps drifted farter away. I showered quickly. My brain foggy. And decided to just get ready quickly and leave before I really annoy him. I mean, everytime I see him, I do something that ruins my image infront of him. If not doing something, its saying something. I'm even crying alot infront of him. I never let other people see me cry. 'Why is he so different?' Don't you have to be the best version of yourself to someone you like and have a crush on? And even though I know my love is fruitless and won't amount to anything, I still want to be likeable to him. 'I don't want him to hate me. But why do I keep doing the opposite?'

I finished my shower. Wrapped in a towel and headed to Jay's bedroom. I couldn't help but blush when I thought of the position we were in before. I mean I-I felt something that I usually only see on my self. I couldn't help but what wonder how it looked, and if it was as big as how it felt between there.
My face turned scarlet at my weird thoughts and I distracted myself by looking at the clothes on the bed. They looked really nice and smelled good too. I put them on and looked at myself in the mirror. I was wearing a fluffy hoodie and tight ripped skinny jeans that really accentuated. 'I wonder if Jay will like it?'
Why would he care? He's trying to get rid of you remember?

I stopped turning my butt at the mirror and hunched my shoulders sadly. Its not like I didn't know. I know Jay will never like someone like me. I really don't know why I had my hopes up before. I'll just get hurt in the end again.
I turned from the mirror upset, and shuffled all the way downstairs to the living room. I stood by the door. Fidgeting. With my bangs covering my eyes and my fingers playing with themselves. Waiting for Jay to notice my presence. When I saw him get up and turned off the tv immediately, I was surprised. 'Wasn't he watching that?'
"Are you ready to go?", he asked. The word 'no' bubbled up my throat, but I just swallowed it down and nodded my head 'yes'. He smiled wide. His eyes deeply and staring at me. And nodded in appreciation. I looked up at him confused. 'Is something wrong?' He must've saw my confusion because he chuckled and said, "you look really good baby. So cute and sexy". My face turned red at that. And a feeling I've never known filled my chest. He placed his arms around my waist with his keys in his other hand. And led me out the door. He locked his door. We went in the car and he buckled us up. Then drove out the garage. After a couple minutes of driving, I realised we weren't heading to the apartment where I stayed. I looked at him confused. He glanced at me. And after a few more minutes of me just staring at him, he chuckled. "What do you want to ask? Go ahead. You can always ask me anything baby" "Okay. Uhm...are you dropping me off at a bus stop?"
He chuckled and shooked his head amusedly. With more confusion I continued to ask. "At school? Or the park?"
"No. None of those" 'Really? Then where is he taking me? Maybe a mental hospital
At that my eyes widened. 'H-he...wouldn't leave me at a place like that would he?' Tch. What do you think he would do? Have a mental, unstable and suicidal kid stick around him for the rest of his life? He's not that stupid.
"You finished guessing?", Jays deep baritone disrupted my small panic. I peeked at him, my eyes at little red but nodded yes. "Then isn't there something else you should ask me? Like where am I taking you?". He had a cheerful smile on his face with a mysterious look that I just couldn't refuse. So in the midst of my confusion I asked, "O-oh. Okay. Where are you taking me?"
He braked the car at the stoplight. Looked at me deeply with a sexy smirk on his face and said,

"I'm taking you on a date".

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Well, sorry for this, uh, really long delayed. I was really stuck and couldn't go any further. To the point where I was wondering if I should just drop this. Anyways this chapter is for @buckyBarnes1914 who wanted me to continue. Thanks for all you're support and I think I won't drop thus anymore. Like all of you, I love this book to.

Sometimes the impression that we leave on people, are more important to us than we think~nuttyweird505💜