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The Têachers Pēt~Bullied~4

Jay's POV

I came to school extra early today. I wanted to see my ray of sunshine. It started to rain outside. Ah the rain. It has always been a welcomed scene in my life. I loved the rain.
I sat in the lab uneasy, trying to focus on my job. Alexander kept running through my mind. His beautiful self. Then his hand with all the scars. I kept going from happy to pissed. I heard the door push open and I looked up. I smiled. There he was. My angel. He was panting and soaking wet. I guess the rain caught him. He looked up and saw me. He just stood there for a couple seconds. Staring at me. I could see that his eye colour was fake. It showed a shade of gray. He looked at me and his face went red. He looked down. I smiled even harder. He was shy. I got up from my desk and approached him.

Alexander's POV

I rushed to get to school. When I was halfway there the rain started to perspire all of a sudden. I never hated the rain. It felt like the sky was crying for me, and washing me clean. But I was getting soaked. And I had to get to school.
I reached the chemistry lab door and rushed inside. I looked around and saw that no one was in there. Students were in the corridor, but only a few. I looked up and stood frozen. I didn't expect this. It was too early in the morning. My face felt hot. I couldn't look away. I saw him smile and I looked down at my shoes. I'm supposed to say something right? I thought. But I couldn't figure out what to say.
"My your soaking wet" I looked up and he was right in front of me. Touching my shoulder. "Uh..uhm...I..the-the rain uhm...falling..ran", I managed to spew out. He chuckled and my face went red hot. What the hell am I saying? He's gonna think you're an idiot. Just don't speak. "Hey. Hey!" I looked into his eye's. "Did you hear what I said?" I shook my head in a responsive no. "I said let's get you to the infirmary and clean you up. Okay?" I nodded yes and followed him.
In the nurses office he took out a few towels and handed them to me. I started to wipe my clothes. He laughed. "Don't plan to strip and wipe I see" I nodded no with my face still red. He took a towel and started to dry off my face. I was staring at the ground. "Hey what's this?" I looked at him. He was talking about the swelling on my face. It was from the slap yesterday. It didn't go down. "I fell out the bed this morning", I lied. I don't know why, but every time I lied to him I felt a pain in my chest. That had never happened before. "Are you telling me the truth? It looks like that of a hand" I nodded. He sighed. "I'll take your word for it"
Pang!
There it is again. That pain. It feels worser than the pain inflicted on my body.
He held my face up towards his by my chin. I looked him in the eye's and he stared into mine. It felt like he was staring into my soul. We just stood there like that. Doing nothing.
Then he moved closer to my face. His face was way too close now. I could just tip a little and kiss him. What? Kiss?! I started to panic. He saw the frantic expression on my face and looked at me puzzled.
"What's wrong?" "Nno-nothings wrong. Th-thank you for your assistance. I have to get to class now" "But the bell hasn't-" Ding Dong. Whew. Literally saved by the bell. I rushed out the door to class. First class was English. I sat staring out the window thinking about what to do now. The day went by slowly. I tried my best to avoid Ja-Mr Saunders, the entire day. His classes were most troublesome since he kept calling on me and praising me. Sometimes even for no reason at all. Girls kept shooting death glares at me. Even some of the guys. Others just whispered and snickered. I felt uncomfortable. It felt like I suddenly went from invisible presence to noticeable in less than 3 minutes.
I was speed walking from the corridor to outside. I could hear him calling after me but I ignored him.
I rushed to the side of the school building and peeked out. I prayed he didn't see me.
My prayer was answered. He walked straight out to the parking lot searching frantically. I turned around and breathe a sigh of relief. I was saved for now.
Or so I thought.

No POV

Alexander turned around to see the faces of three tall senior year boys smirking down at him.
He stood still. He looked at their faces horrified. What were they going to do? "Well look what we have here", said senior 1. He had a cigarette in his mouth and his breath reeked of beer. "Have we found a fine specimen or what boys?". They laughed. "L-leave m-me alone", he heard himself say.
The boys laughed. "Now why would we do that? The fun is just starting" "What fun?", he asked. "You, groaning in pain" "That doesn't sound fun" "Oh but it is". The senior boy punched Alex in the face three times. When the other boys saw this, they started to add to his beating.
They started searching his pockets for money or cigarettes. Whichever came first. One of the boys grabbed his hand and lifted it up. His shirt sleeve fell down. "N-NO!" He yelled. They gasped. Eye's wide by what they saw. He had scares, cuts and bruises all over his arm. They checked the other one and saw the same thing. Senior boy 1 saw the slice on his wrists that he made in the morning when he attempted to take his life. Blood trickling down his hand.
They senior boy smirked. "It seems we have a freak on our hands boys", they laughed. "Am not a freak!" "Freak! Freak!" They jeered. "I'm not a freak!", he yelled. "Oh but you are a freak. A freak and a weirdo. You disgust me. Your sick and pathetic. People like you shouldn't exist. Your an empty waste of space. Gross".
They laughed. All three boys kicked him and left him laying their on the floor sobbing.
The tears began to flow out. The boys words echoed in his mind. 'You disgust me. Your sick and pathetic. People like you shouldn't exist. Your an empty waste of space. Gross'.
"You..think I..don't...know", he mumbled between sobs. "You think I don't know that? But no matter what I do, I just won't die. Death won't take me". He got up and started running home. Saunders was outside talking to some students. He saw Alex run out the school gate. His eyes widen. Was he...crying? He ran after him, leaving the students speechless.
After running about three blocks from the school he finally caught Alexander. " Alex!" He grabbed him and turned him around. He was really crying. "Alex what's wrong? Why are you crying?" "Their right. What they said is true. I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't exist. But no matter how much I try to die, I wouldn't. I want to die. Please let me die! Please!!". What the hell? What's going on here?!, Jay thought.

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Okay. I know I said no more long chapters. I'm sorry. Forgive me🙇
Aaa~aand, I didnt di~e ya~y. I had to finish this book first. For y'all. Cause am nice like that😏 and also, sorry for the long wait

💜nuttyweird- 'There's nothing like being around garbage that just makes you feel like the trash you aren't'

PS: 😐I wonder if I made Akaito (Alexander) too girly😟