Amnesia

Make me fall in love with you

Ahh! That was so embarrassing! Why did that even happened! It's so hard to look at Allison's face now.. "I-uhh.. I'm done taking a bath" Allison said. I didn't respond because I was too embarrassed. Sam sat on the bed. "If you didn't grope my b-breast that would never happen" Allison said. I blushed. "I said I'm sorry okay?!" I said loudly. For some reason, I got mad even though it was my fault from the beginning. Allison didn't respond. She just laid on the bed and covered herself with a blanket again. I guess she's mad at me right now. "About earlier..--" I was about to apologize but she cut me off. "Please don't talk to me right now" she said. I shouldn't have shouted earlier.. How can I make up with her? If I do naughty things with her, will that work? Nonononono.. what am I even thinking?! If I hugged her and say I'm sorry, will that also work? No, maybe she'll just get mad again. But.. I guess it's better than nothing..

And so, I went under the blanket and hugged her from her back. "I'm sorry for shouting at you earlier even though it's my fault.." I said. "Hugging me won't work" she said. "I-uhh.. I won't stop hugging you until you forgive me!" I said and hugged her tightly. "Really?" she said. "Really" I said.

It went quiet after I said that. Allison was still not responding. Did she fell asleep? Then suddenly she laughed. "Are you okay? I said. She, then turned around and looked at me. "You have been forgiven" she said. I blushed. Her face was too close. I looked away. "Geez.. were you teasing me?" I said. "Ofcourse not. I was really mad you know? But you were too cute when you apologized." she said. I blushed again. "So.. when are you gonna stop hugging me?" she said. I forgot I was hugging her. "Ahh! Sorry" I said and stopped hugging her.

"So about the conversation we had earlier before dinner.." she said. "Oh right!" I said. "So what did you mean about the 'you' from the past?" she asked. "Well.. It's hard to say this but.. the me from the past loves you" I said. "Huh? it's only as a friend right? I bet it was only a tease" she said. "Nope. She didn't loved you as a friend, but as her.. lover" I said. "Ehh?! Seriously?! How did you even knew that if you have already forgotten your memories?" she said and was really shocked. "Sam told me about it. That I liked you and I also suggested her to have a kissing practice with me so that I'll be ready to kiss you someday.. I was really an idiot back then" I said. "You're still an idiot you know?" she said. "Yeah yeah. I already know that" I said. "I can't believe the old you loved me" she said. "I was also shocked when she said I was bisexual. But there's one thing I need to ask you. Please be honest okay?" I said. "Okay? What is it?" she said.

"Y-you also love me.. don't you?" I said. I mean, I need to make sure If I wasn't wrong wrong when Sam said the two of them would be rivals. Allison blushed when I said that. She took a deep breathe and said, "Well.. I-uh.. I guess..?" she said. "I'm serious here Alli. Don't say I guess. Your choices are Yes and No. Now again, Do you love me?" I said. Allison blushed again. She suddenly held my hand and placed it on her left chest. "Does this answer your question?" she said. Her heart beat is so fast! "Nope" I said. "Geez! you already know the answer right? It's a yes!" she said and blushed once again. Her heart beat won't calm down. I also blushed when she said that. "I-I'm sorry but.. I don't love you.." I said. "I know that.. You already said it to me twice.. or thrice? I don't know, that you can't fall in love with the same sex" she said. "You know.. I'm not sure If I really can't fall in love with the same sex" I said. "Huh? Does this mean.. I still have a chance?" she said. "I'm not really sure.. But, If you really love me.. then.. make me fall in love with you" I said and blushed. Allison held my hand tightly. "Then! I'll promise that I'll make you fall in love with me no matter what" she said and gave me a smile. She looks so pretty when she smiles.. "But you know, you might never know If I can. I might fall in love with either Sam or Haru" I said. "Ehh?!" Allison saaid. "Or maybe not just Haru and Sam. Maybe other people too" I said. "Geez! Stop teasing me" she said.