Amnesia

Chapter 7 - You and I, we will be friends again

~After School~

Haru and Allison never talked to me since the incident earlier. I also can't bear to talk with them. After what happened really led me into deep thoughts. The one who I can talk to for now, is only Sam. But I don't know what to say. I can't tell her what happened earlier. I stood up and walked to Sam's chair. "Can you come with me for a sec?" I asked. "Sure, why?" She said. "I have something to talk about with you" I said. She nodded.

We went to the girl's bathroom. No one was there. "So what were you gonna talk about?" Sam asked. I don't want to see Allison and Haru for a while so I asked Sam to come with me. But, I remembered that I can't tell her what happened. I don't know what to talk about with her. Come on Skye, Think! "What does it feel to be kissed by someone who you don't like?" I asked. Well, that was one stupid question Skye. "Huh? Horrible.. I guess?" She said. Good thing she answered. "But why are you asking me this so suddenly?" She asked. Okay, I don't know how to answer this one. "Was it because of what happened yesterday? Were you bothered by it? I'm very sorry for that seriously" She asked again. "No, no, it's not that" I said. She jumped into such conclusions! "Then what is it?" She asked once again. "I-- uhh..." I said. I can't really answer her question. She's really too straight forward. "Or maybe.. someone kissed you?!?" She said in a shocked face. How did she even ended up into that conclusion?!? Now I really can't escape anymore with her questions. "Well, yeah.." I said since I can't lie anymore. Sam was really shocked by it. "It wasn't your first kiss anyways" she murmured. "oops" she said. Huh? How did she knew it was not my first kiss? Did I already kissed someone? "Why do you know?" I asked. "Well..." she said and looked above, avoiding any eye contact with me. "Tell me. Why did you know?" I asked her seriously.

Sam sat down and said "sit next to me". I guess she's about to answer my question. So I sat down next to her. "You know.. I was your first kiss" She said. "Ehh?!" I said in shocked. What was I doing before I had this amnesia?! "I know you're gonna be shocked by it. But it was you who suggested it first" She said. Me? "Back then, when you still have no amnesia. It was just the three of us, You, me and Allison. You were always there for me when I was lonely. No one talked to me ever since I was in preschool. At 4th grade, I transferred to a new school and I met you. You and Allison were always together. But since you still don't know me, I was just sitting on my chair all day. But one day, our art teacher said to form a group with 3 members. I expected that no one will choose me for a group. But instead, you walked towards me and said "Come with me, let's form a group. You, me and Allison". I was happy about that. But it felt like, I was only temporary. I thought that you just had no choice but to pick me. Then our teacher said "Draw something you want to be in the future". Since I want to be a Doctor. I drew myself with a doctor suit. Allison's drawing was to be a teacher. When I saw your drawing, I was shocked and confused. Why did you drew three people if you only need to draw what you wanted to be in the future. So I asked you, "Why are there three people in your drawing?". I thought you were an idiot for just drawing three people in your drawing. But after what you had said really made me happy in the inside. You said, "Oh why three people? This one is me, this one is Allison and this one is you. I want to have a future where I can be with you two!". "But, I'm not your friend" I said. "You will be! Starting today, you'll be our friend" You said and gave me a smile. It was also the day where I fell in love with you." Suddenly, Sam stopped talking.

She never mentioned anything about the first kiss. So I asked, "But why were you my first kiss?".

She began to speak again. "At our 6th grade, you told me you like Allison. And yes, you were also bisexual like me. Then you suggested me something. You said, "I suggest to practice kissing you. So I'll be ready to kiss Allison, someday". I was shocked after you said that. "But ofcourse, you'll wear something on your lips. So we won't ended up kissing each other". You said. But to be honest, I felt sad inside since you like Allison instead of me. You know, you're really an idiot before you had an amnesia. So, ever since that day, you always go to my apartment. Allison never knew what we were doing though. I never even told her my address. Not even once. She only knew where I lived yesterday. But one day, I got carried away. I held both of your arm so you won't be able to resist. And then, I kissed you. I kissed you hardcore where you know, where tongues are also involved. But you were able to resist. After that, you gave me a stay away from me look. I know that you won't like it, but i still did it anyways. Ever since that incident, we never talked to each other again. You never came to my apartment. You always avoid me. You avoid eye contact with me. I really regretted it. Then one year late, I heard you were hit by a car. And then--" I cut off Sam's story

"I was hit by a car?!" I said in shock. "Yeah, Allison was with you in that day." She said. "So what I was about to say". Sam continued the story.

"And then, I cried so hard. I thought you were gonna die. But luckily, you didn't. A person like you is very hard to find you know? Allison and I promised that if you woke up from your amnesia, we're gonna be rivals. Allison is a very kind girl too. She always worry about you. When I knew that you had an amnesia, I said to myself that, maybe you'll forget what happened about the kiss. And we'll be friends once again. After waiting for 2 years, when I first saw you, I missed you so much that I didn't noticed that I kissed you. But you were not bothered by it. I almost got scared that you might give me that look again. You were really an idiot when you said I was clingy. I always do the things I regret. I don't know why but I do. When I was about to kiss you yesterday, good thing that Allison stopped me. Her slap made me awake from reality. But when you lost consciousness, I got scared. I thought you were not gonna wake up again. And at the same time, even though if you woke up. I thought that you might seriously give me that stay away from me look. But still, you were not mad. You've really changed. Well, that's all". Sam finally got finished speaking.

"You really love me?" I said. She blushed and said "Well, yeah. you don't need to say it". I'm glad I'm friends with her. "Hey Sam, look at there" I said and pointed my finger at an empty space. "Huh? there's nothin-" she said but she stopped after I gave her a kiss on the cheek. "Eh?" She said and was confused. "Just a kiss of appreciation" I said. She gave me a smile after that. "I'm glad I met you" She said. "Me too" I said.