Edds pov: as I saw tom making his way out to the hospital exist just minuets ago of having a go at me, i tried to go after him to talk to him,I feel a sudden force pull me back by the hood. I turned to see Tord looking mildly concerned "let him go Edd, he just needs to calm down" he said with His Norwegian accent,his tone shifted from mildly concerned to empathetic For he knew what laid in that hospital bed. My mind kept crossing over the events when I found Y/N thrown out of his parents house, tears rolling down his face as he sat on the kerb, being the good friend I was to him I walked over to him and ask if he wanted to come home with me. When he looked up at me he hugged me so tight I thought I was going to snap in two, "y-yeah" he said mustering between sobs so I grabbed his suitcase and he grabbed any other belongings and made our way back to my house.When we got there I opened the door firstly putting down his suite case then soon followed y/n with his couple of belongings, soon the others saw y/n and came to greet him, it was like a class reunion. Hugs delivered, greetings exchanged. I gave a small smile as I stood in the background, his tears finally subsided and a warm and welcoming smile began to form from his once saddened face.
And so he began to be a part of our lives again, going on adventures etc.
We were happy...
Until..
Now.
/back to the situation on hand\
Tord had his hand on the window blankly staring though the glass, but I knew that what he was feeling on the inside was much worse, if I could think to witch some of them were they most likely anxiety, stress and a whole lot of fear.
As for poor Matt was looking like he was on the verge on tears, not even looking up at his mirror. I sat next to him and comforted him, some time passed and a nurse had said we need to go home and get some rest to witch we responded by gathering our selfs up and leaving but we went to see y/n at the window, his almost life-less body connected to drips and heart monitors, his pale skin, arms etched with scars but stop before the wrists.We left saying our good byes to y/n, as we walked down the hall and to the exist I kept repeating the same lines that Tom had said to me, " HE IS WORTH MY OWN LIFE" echoed in my head as we headed for the car, by then the sky had turned dark with street lamps littered around the hospital car park.
The car park was almost empty so finding our car was no problem, the air was a bit cold, fingers felt cold due to the bitter air, a long but quiet sigh was let out by Matt, his expression looked more gloomy then the time his favourite mirror broke, Tord just turned his head to look at me then Matt, "we better start looking for Tom I suppose" he said with a tone that was gloomy yet had no concern, "yeah.." I said my breath visible in the bitterly frosty air.
We got to the car, "I'll drive" Tord said the blank expression looking like all emotion had died in him, soon we all got in the car I sat next to Tord whilst Matt sat in the back on my side, Tord leaned forward on the steering wheel and sighed and sat up right before starting the engine and our quest to look for Tom had began,
After an hour or two of searching we found him sitting on a park bench, he sounded like he was doing a mixture of sobbing and angry yelling, Tord had pulled up to the side of the road and had stopped the car, " I'll be back in a minute" he said knowing what he was doing like he did so many times over, finally after wrestling with him he got him in the back with Matt. And oh boy did he smell of shmirnoff, he soon passed out in the car using matts shoulder as a resting post.
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Hey, long time no see. Sorry if I hadn't posted in eons it's just due to collage and other stuff.
