Rollercoaster of Fuck-Ups//Willne Fanfiction

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Hayley's POV ~ 1.3 weeks later

1 bottle, 2 bottles and 11 shots were consumed. I didn't know what was happening but everything was blurry. Picking up the glass of vodka I carried on sipping.

My brother is gone, he's gone because of drunk driving whilst high of drugs. I didn't know how to cope with this.

Loud knocking came from the door causing me to jump and knock over my glass it spilt all down me. Slowly and carefully, I got off my stool but gripped on the unit to make sure I didn't fall.

But before I could get to the door, Freezy entered and our eyes were glued together.

"Why are yer here?" I slurred.

"I wanted to make sure your alright about Liam" he referenced my brother, I rolled my eyes and picked up my glass to drink the rest, "stop drinking Hayley, he wouldn't want you to be in this state"

"Don't speak about him!" I snapped at him, tears threatening to fall from my eyes. "just go" I sighed.

"I don't like seeing you like this" he stepped closer to me and gently picked up my hand whilst caressing it with his thumb. Instantly, I yanked my hand out of his grip but he grabbed my arm.

"Get off us" I spat.

"I know your mad about me and Chloe but honestly that's because I was jealous. I-I still love you Hayley and I'm sorry-"

I glanced up towards him as our faces grew closer to each other. Suddenly, I smashed my lips onto his as he kissed me back. He pulled away as we stared into each other's eyes before rejoining our lips. Our tongues slid into each-other's mouth as he pinned me against the unit. Tears began to fall.

"Don't cry" he whispered as he wiped my tears.

"I miss him like" I sniffed as he pulled me in for a hug.

"I know it's hard Hay, I know" pecking my forehead as I felt more comforted. I got worse as I cried In his chest, "it's okay babe"

Forcefully, I wiped my wet face before walking past him.

"I love youse too" I tell him as a smile formed on his lips, "I just don't want to get hurt"

"I promise Hayley, I won't hurt you again" when approaching me he gently held my hand in his, "I promise you"

All I did was nod back but truthfully I wasn't sure if I could believe him nor actually loved him. All I knew was that I was a mess, a drunken one.

"Do you want me to help you to bed?" Freezy suggested, I drunkly nodded before he guided me to my bed.

Freezy helped me undress myself, I did trust him with this though.

"Stay?" I slurred.

"Are you sure?" He wanted reassuring that it's okay.

"Aye" i scooted my body up so he can get in.

"Hayley? How much have you drank tonight?" He noticed another empty bottle on the drawers.

"I don't na" I mumbled as he pulled me towards him.

"I've missed you too much" he spoke tracing patterns on my side and thigh. Instantly, I connected our lips together which led to passionate kissing and touching.

He let out a breath causing his hot breath to shiver on my chest. A quiet moan escaped from my lips as he began kissing around my shoulder and collarbone. His finger rested at the hem of my pants, i gave consent and permission to what he wanted....

The Next Morning

A tight arm wrapped around my body. Soft snores filled my ears.
I wasn't hungover.
But I felt down. 

I reached out as far as I could to grab my phone, I noticed messages from my dad.

Dad ~ Hope your okay love, me and Maria have decided to come visit yous today. Sorry it's short notice but I wanted to check yer okay, love you xxx

A smile formed on my lips as I began typing out a response.

Me ~ It's okay and that's great, I'm doing fine but it's hard and I hope you all are too, I love you too xxx

"Everything' okay?" A raspy voice mumbled from beside me.

"Aye, me dad's comin'" I mentioned my exciting news.

"That's good" he pecked my forehead.

Even though I was excited, nerves still filled my body due to the fact we would be taking about Liam. It can either go one way or another.

Dad ~ We shall be around about 3ish if that's okay xxx

Me ~ that's fine with us xxx

"Hay- oh my god, what the fuck!" Courtney exclaimed. Shit, shit, shit.

"What?" I questioned.

"You got too drunk again last night didn't you?" Courtney sighed, "then you obviously didn't realise that he came in"

"How else am I meant to handle what happened with my brother?"

"We don't care about you drinking Hayley but it's every night your in a state" she commented, "we don't want it to affect you like last time"

"It's not going to!" I snapped, "do yer prefer us to get some weed or coke instead then?!"

Girls.

Freezy sat up and tossed me his shirt as I put on my underwear. They've seen me naked before so it's didn't matter.

"I didn't say that did I?" Courtney rebounded as I barge past her, "where you going?"

"JJ's" I yelled, opening the door then slamming it behind me. I ran up the stairs to get to the top floor.

I knocked on the door, waiting, waiting and waiting for an answer.

"Hi" Chloe answered with a fake smile.

"Youse have gotta be takin' the piss!" I raged with a roll of my eyes before starting to walk back down the stairs.

"Hayley! For fuck sake, Hayley!" Jj called from his entrance.

After calling her a slag, he still goes back there, stupid cunt. When heading back towards the flat I heard my name being called out.

"Aye?" I turned around and saw the northern boy himself.

"Isn't it a bit early for youse to be wandering around?"

"Could say the same to youse" I responded as he shrugged, he looked me up and down.

"Thought youse were never gettin' back with him" Will pointed out.

"Drunken mistake" I tell him as he raised his eyebrow.

"He may not think that" Will answered.

"Well he was the only sober one last night" I mumbled to then realise I should stop getting so mortal drunk, I wasn't going to stop. It was a habit.