Rollercoaster of Fuck-Ups//Willne Fanfiction

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Hayley's POV

When landing back in London, I was feeling a little bit happier. A notification came through from Twitter as I climbed into my Uber. I opened the private message I had just received.

@TrueGeordieTG: Hi, I recently mentioned In one of my latest podcasts that viewers should comment anyone they'd like to see. Your name was mentioned a lot so I was wondering if there was any chance in the future youse would come on one, I understand that yer very busy with Geordie Shore.

I quietly read the private message with a smile before instantly typing out a response.

@HayleyNortonGS: Hi, I'd love to be part of the podcast, all I na is that I am not filming until 6 months time, so I'm free anytime .

I responded quite quick, not going lie. I was elated the fact I'd be on a podcast that wasn't structured and a very honest one. As being a fan off Brian's podcast, I already knew I am going to be comfortable.

@TrueGeordieTG: Sound, how about next Wednesday at 4pm? Only if that's alreet with yer?

Sorted.

@HayleyNortonGS: Aye, that's fine thank yer, I'll see yer then x

After replying, I made my way to the flat, going up the elevator i sighed staring at my useless self in the mirror. Suddenly, it stopped but I sighed in relief as it opened to reveal Saoirse and Kirsty.

"Oh my god!" Saoirse smiled before engulfing me in a huge, tight hug.

"Hi" I laughed.

"How are you?" Kirsty asked, small smiling, as we hugged.

"Aye, I'm good like" I say.

"Good, do you want to come out tonight with us to catch up?" Sursh offered.

"You should come" Kirsty agreed.

"Aye, I'll let yous both na" I tell them as they had huge smiles on there faces.

Once I reached my flat, I posted a tweet on Twitter.

@HayleyNortonGS: Gana be ghostin' on all social media's for a while, love yous all x

I collapsed onto my bed and had lay down for a bit, my knuckle was cut and surrounded by redness. My mood dipped drastically as I felt like utter shite.

Will: I hope yer alreet, I miss yer xx

I left him on read before chucking my phone beside me. I had these bad cravings like really bad, don't worry, not pregnancy but I had the urge to smoke weed.

~•~

"I never thought we'd be doing this again together, not that I don't want to do it with you, it's just I'd feel gutted if it affected you" Tristan small smiled as he began rolling a spliff for himself and I rolled one for myself.

"I won't let it effect me, it never has, only coke has" i tell him before licking the paper then rolling the last bit. Perfect.

"Don't tell anyone I supplied it to you, I'd get murdered" Tristan warned, softly. I rolled my eyes and shook my head in unison.

"Of course I won't, yer my brother for god sake like" I answered as he let out a laugh before placing the spliff in his mouth then sparked it up, I repeated what he did, toking at it multiple times to inhale then exhale, "fuckin' hell, I've missed this like"

Tristan chuckled and shook his head before inhaling again, "I shouldn't be happy about this but I feel like I've got my old sister back again"

"Awe" jokingly I cooed as he laughed more. Tristan blasted music loudly through the speakers as he scrolled through Instagram.

"Ellie's fucking peng" Tristan complimented my best friend as he turned his phone to see a photo she posted on her insta.

"I na" I agreed, "yous always felt someone for her like" exhaling a big mass of smoke.

"Innit but I'd never get with her, she's your best friend for fuck sake" he glanced at me then away.

"Trust us, it'd only bother us if yer hurt her-"

"I'm not a fuckboy, just a druggy" he interrupted me as we both burst out laughing.

"Exactly, I'll have a word with her" smiling I chucked the Roche over the balcony.

"It better be a gooden"

"Of course it will" I reassured him, "I feel a bit stoned"

"You look it" he grinned.

"Ah well"

Will: Hayley
Will: pls don't ignore us, I just want yous to be okay x

Ellie: did you get home safe?

Will: I need to talk to yer
Will: I didn't want to hurt yer, I promise x

Megan: Will's drunk by the way, we all are, he needs to tell you something and I'm warning you, you won't like it. I'm sorry xxxx

I ignored all the messages I was receiving. There all mortal probably, everything must be bullshit anyways. I don't know.

After saying goodbye to Tristan, I decided I was going to meet Sursh and Kirsty, when dropping them a text they were excited.

I applied a full face of makeup for a changed and did a red and black smokey eye with red lip. I applied lashes and eyeliner to complete my finished look.

I put on a pair of white very ripped jeans with black knee high boots then a black bralette. I placed my hair half up half down before I went to meet the girls.

"Yer both look amazin' like" greeting them with a hug.

"Thank you, so do you" Sursh complimented.

"Thanks" I smiled before we headed to the club.