Why did I feel so nervous? I was only knocking on Will's flat. There's a high chance I'm walking out of this room single, I just hope he understands.
The door handle went, a second later it opened up, I was met with his bright blue eyes, I loved them dearly.
"Hi" I greeted him.
"Yous okay?" He questioned, opening the door so I could walk in. I stepped in.
"Aye thanks, are yer?" I questioned him back, I followed him to his room, then we both sat on his bed.
"I feel like we haven't spoke in ages" Will commented, "or seen yous"
"I na, I feel like we've become really distant since y'na what's happened like" I told him, truthfully.
"I should've put more effort in" Will blamed himself.
"It's not yer fault, it's mine" I told him, "I've literally dragged yous into huge things, and yer don't deserve it like"
"I'm always goin' to be there for yer like" Will supported.
"Same for yous" I added, "I think we should break up, cos I can't let yer not be with anyone when I'm like this. Yous can do so much better" feeling the tears in my eyes and they were in his, "I'm sorry, Will"
"I can't do any better though" Will told me, holding my hand.
"Will, I've lost so many people through this because I've shut everyone out, I really need to sort myself out" I replied, a tear slipping from my eye, "I do love yer"
"And I love yous too but I want to help yer" Will weakly smiled, it broke my heart seeing him like this, I cried more.
I need to hint to him that I'm pregnant before this escalates.
"And I don't want yer havin' to raise a baby" I mumbled as I held my head in my hands.
"What do yer mean? A baby?" He questioned.
"I'm pregnant, with Kian's baby. Yous don't understand how much I wish it was yours" I whispered.
"Yer will be a good mum" Will wrapped his arms around me, "congratulations"
"Thanks"
"We can always have one in the future like" he hinted, as we laughed in tears.
"Of course" I agreed, "I hope yer understand everythin'"
"I do but make sure yer call us if yer ever need" He reassured.
"I will" I sniffed, then wiping the tears that were down his face.
It seemed like we were there for hours catching up, but when it finally hit the next hour I walked home. Even if it scared the shit out of me.
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Rollercoaster of Fuck-Ups//Willne Fanfiction
Fiksi PenggemarA 21 year old talented female had the world ahead of her. Literally. Everyone makes mistakes but unlike hers, she has lost so many opportunities but her life hasn't exactly been the best. To start it off she has had another bad relationship... First...
