Greatest Desire

Chapter 17 I need to remember

The next morning I woke up early to tell Chad I'm sorry for the way I disrespected him and our relationship but he was in the shower getting ready for work. So I waited in his room and soon as he came out the shower to get ready I hugged him and said I was sorry and it was a mistake and it didn't mean anything. I got not response other than him pushing me out the way to get ready. I sat there and talked hoping he would respond. " Chad I'm sorry it meant nothing and I know it was wrong and I shouldn't have done it . But I love you I really do ". He then proceeds to walk downstairs to get something to eat. Chad is usually an affectionate person but to get the cold shoulder I know I've hurt him and hurting him hurts me.  I walked behind him but instead of going to the kitchen I sat in his car until he was ready to drive off. 15 minutes later he comes outside and puts his stuff in his car. I'm still being ignored. And he starts the car. I started to think will he really drive off with me sitting here like he doesn't care. Instead he come to me and stared in my eyes. I could see tears forming. I've hurt him so bad. " I'm so selfish I'm sorry Chad". He just stared at me . I know he wanted to hug me n kiss me but I hurt him and that's when I saw a tear drop fall from his eyes. Why did I have to do that with Tyson. He never wanted anything like that to happen that night. Chad then came out the car, took my hand and walked me to the house door. His pain made me feel like dying inside and out. Regardless of what was going on between us Chad still kissed my forehead. We never leave without saying something and the fact that he did it despite my wrong he still loves me. I watched him walk away and pull out the drive way.  you know that feeling you get if he will come back and speak to me. Yeah I was feeling that.

DING DONG ! . As I open the door I'm shocked to see Tyson. "Why are you here it's not a good time". Tyson looked at me with such tension. "Ameliah about the other night"."I wanted to do more to you I wanted to feel myself inside you and kiss you in all the ways that you love. I wanted to hear you moan and feel all your wetness on me". I looked at him like he's crazy. It was a mistake kissing you. He started to laugh. "that's not all that happened". "You were drunk yes and you tried running away but I held your hand and pulled you back". "I lifted you up and kissed on your sweet honey comb". I looked at him shocked. "Ameliah I tasted you and all your sweetness. You were biting your lips and putting your head back. You don't remember but I did . And then it hit you and you told me to stop and put you down and you ran out before I had a chance to say anything. "no that didn't happen we only kissed". " was I really that drunk?". If It didn't happen how would I know you were wearing a purple lace underwear. "Get out tyson please Get out now!". He smiles and walks out . Did it really go that far? What am I going to do? What will Chad have to say . I ran to the shower and rubbed myself until my skin started to turn red. I felt gross and nasty. I really took it to that level with Tyson. But then again Tyson is the type of person to create a big lie out of something so small.

I jumped out the shower and called Cherry to come over. I needed to sort this out right now before Chad comes home. RING!RING!RING! " hello cherry it's a code black". And without hesitation she hung up and driver over here with haste. Boom! Boom ! I ran to open the door and before I could get it closed cherry throws her jacket n purse down. "what happened?" So I explained everything to her that Tyson said and what I remember. All I could do was really cry because I don't remember anything like that happening. " Ameliah calm down, I doubt anything like that happened and if it did he would have more proof than u wearing purple lace underwear". " I knew you were wearing purple lace ur skirt was a lil see through so forget home". I knew Cherry would be the best person to call and she would knock some sense into me. After she left I decided to make some dinner for Chad just something to uplift his mood. I cooked macaroni pie, garlic bread with some lemon chicken and some quinoa. I decorated the place with hearts and candles and put it on some soft jazz music. Chad then walked in the door and come to the kitchen. "Hi baby I missed you all day". He cracked a little smile shook his head and said " really now, well then let's see what we have here". He sat down as I shared out his food and gave it to him. We both ate in silence but we enjoyed it. When we finished he said he would go upstairs to change and come back down. 5 minutes has passed and i cleaned up everything and put it away. And as I turn around I see chad in shorts no shirt.

Chad are you okay. He walks up to me slowly and pushes me against the fridge. " I know you're sorry and I know it meant nothing it still hurts though. But I can get over it because I love you". He then kisses my lips and makes his way down to my neck down to my breast. I started biting my lips I wanted him so bad but I had to tell him what Tyson said. He makes his way back up to my neck then my lips. And as he looked into my eyes I could feel tears forming. "What's wrong" he asked. I gave him kiss and then told him what Tyson said. He looked so angry but it wasn't towards me it was towards Tyson. "Ameliah I believe you when you said nothing like that happened and honestly I could care less for that idiot. He clearly has no proof of anything and even if he did I'm not leaving you without a fight". He then lifts me up and walked over to the kitchen table where he laid me down and kissed me down below with just passion. I couldn't even speak with how good he was. He then slides me down and turns me over . " I'm going to give it to you in a way you never thought possible". He slides so deep inside me my knees started to become weak. Pulling on my hair, kissing my eye lobes , slapping my ass. It was the best sex we have ever had plus it had been months since we had sex. I could feel myself getting ready to climax and I yell I love you chad ! And we both let out a loud moan.  Chad then takes me to the couch and I lay on top of him. Listening to his heart beat brought such peace to me.

DING DONG! And now my peace is over. We both got dressed and walked over to the door " open up".

"What are you doing here Tyson"?