Fighting For # Us

Christmas part 1

Erica

Damnit yesterday was to close we need to be more careful and y the hell was everybody so for us to kiss we havent kiss in a long time and it's a good thing because kissing lead to us touching then sex then that's when everything will good for a while then next thing I know everything is going down hill it seem like we are better off as co parents this way nobody gets hurt mostly us and then our babies they been though to much good thing me and Cyn still think alike to get out of kissing..what u say

Albee: u think your ass slick

E: I didn't anything

A: mmmm-hum what about that kiss yesterday

E: what about it we kissed

A: Yea u kissed alright

E: what that count the rules are we had to kiss they didn't say who we have to kiss

A: Yea Yea but if King wasn't there for y'all to kiss what would happen

E: what are u trying to do

A: nothing..walking out the kitchen

E: bullshit what are u up too

A: nothing E I'm just looking out for u sis make sure u are happy

E: well there need to worry because I'm happy damnit

A: Yea right we all can see that

E: see what..thinking about last night..is that y all of u was pushing us to kiss so much..he smiles at me..this is not going to be like Dare Night

A: I just thought if u kissed u would fall back in love again

E: Albee that ship has sailed Cyn and I try to make it work but we are just better as friends then lovers

A: yea right I saw the way u look at #Her all night from the moment she walked back in this house u been glowing

E: Cyn has nothing to do what that I'm happy to have all my babies together for the holidays

A: yea all four King Manny Nikkie and Cyn

E: Albee stop for real we are done we tried to make it as a couple but it's didn't work

A: try again

E: Albee I'm tried of trying to make it work fighting for something that's not meant to be

A: how do u know that listen I know u are tried of all the bullshit but think about all the good times u and Cyn had all the love u shard together the little things matter I know u still love Cyn I know u are still are in love with #Her from the look on your face so why let's something like that go

E: because..holding back tears..just let go its what's best for all parties do I miss #Us yes do I still love #Her hell yes I'm going to almost have love for Cyn she is the mother of my children and we always had a great time together

A: but

E: but we also had a bad times the problem was we fall in love so fast that we had standards for each other without even knowing who the other person really is I love my wife I mean Ex wife but I'm sick of all the fighting yelling breaking up getting back together then my babies are caught up in a middle everything no I'm not about to put Nikkie and Manny what I put King though with Raurl you know they are innocent I pray to god everyday that what King saw doesn't effect him later on in life

A: wait a minute Cyn is not Raurl ass she never will do what he did to u and break your heart

E: Albee my heart is already broken the moment I was in my lawyer..wipeing away tears..office the I was signing those papers