•Secrets- Noren•

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Jeno x Renjun

•Angst/fluff

Warning: mpreg

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Jeno watches with a scowl on his face as Renjun and Donghyuck laugh together, leaning against one another for support in their current state of giggly hysteria. Lately those two had become extremely close, always talking together, playing together, they even went out together on weekends.

Now this may not sound so bad, but Renjun was Jeno's boyfriend, not Donghyuck's. the fact that the brunette seemed to want to spend more time with Hyuck than Jeno hurt him...and made him jealous as fuck.

Renjun was his boyfriend, it should be Jeno that Renjun laughs and jokes around with. When Jeno asks Renjun out on dates he should say yes not tell him that he already had plans. When Renjun fell ill last week he kicked Jeno out of the house and said Hyuck would look after him.

Jeno sighs, his eyes moving elsewhere so he could avoid getting even more worked up over this. He didn't want to be the clingy and controlling type of boyfriend but there was a line that you shouldn't cross if you want to avoid it from happening. And Renjun crossed it weeks ago. It was just lucky Jeno was so laid back.

"Are you okay?" Chenle asks, noticing Jeno's frown and wandering eyes. Jeno slowly shakes his head, looking over at the younger boy beside him.

The group had planned to go out together since it was rare they ever got to spend time with one another. The weirdest thing was it almost felt like Jeno was seeing Renjun for the first time in a while.
"D-do you have any idea what's wrong with Renjun? He's been avoiding me for days and acting super secretive"

Chenle shakes his head, his own gaze drifting over to look at where Donghyuck and Renjun whispered things to each other, completely ignoring everyone else's existence. "He seemed fine to me. Did you say something to him?"

"No, I would never. We were fine one day and then the next morning he was all over Donghyuck" Jeno explains, furiously pointing at the redheaded boy.

"Maybe try talking to him, get him alone where it's just you two." Chenle suggested "I've known Renjun for a long time and it's unusual for him to completely leave someone, especially someone he loves so much"

Jeno sighs once again, slumping in his seat, his eyes still watching Renjun's every move.

Once everyone was finished eating and had polished off their drinks and cocktails they begin to bid their goodbyes.
Before Renjun could get away Jeno snakes his arms around the shorter boys waist and placed a kiss to his neck. "Stay the night at my place?" Jeno asks, hugging the boy tightly and burying his face in the crook of his neck. He had no idea how much he had missed the feel, smell and just the overall presence of his lover.

He didn't expect Renjun to say yes, he was expecting another half arsed excuse as to why he couldn't spend time with him. But to Jeno's suprise, Renjun grips Jeno's arms where they were wrapped tightly around his stomach, loosing them a little so he could turn in his arm and place a kiss to Jeno's lips "okay"

The two say a quick goodbye to their friends, Jeno sees the small look shared between Renjun and Donghyuck but decided not to mention it. That would come later.
The drive home was a little awkward, Renjun's eyes staring out of the passenger side window. Jeno had to put the radio on just to fill in the silence.

Once they finally got to Jeno's apartment Renjun practically pounced on him, crashing his lips against his and kissing him deeply. For a moment Jeno was too shocked to react but soon pulled the smaller boy closer, picking him up. Renjun instantly wraps his legs around Jeno's waist, pulling him closer.
"Renjun wait a sec" Jeno says, trying his best to pull his affectionate boyfriend off him.

"I've missed you" Renjun pouts, bringing him back in for another kiss.

"Really? Was Hyuck not satisfying enough?" Jeno says bitterly, half regretting it when Renjun stops kissing at his neck.

The elders eyes search Jeno's face for a moment "seriously? You think I would choose Donghyuck over you?" He looked almost offended that Jeno had made such an assumption.

Jeno drops the younger back to the floor before taking his hand and pulling him over to the bed. "We need to talk. You've been acting strange for nearly two weeks now" Jeno starts, watching Renjun hang his head in shame "did I upset you?"

At this the brunette's head snaps up and he instantly takes Jeno's hand "nonono, you've done nothing wrong I swear it's just-"

"Just what? Donghyuck is more fun than me? You love Donghyuck more than me?" Jeno snaps and he could see the tears welling in the others eyes "Renjun if you wanted to break up just say it. I'll be devastated but if it makes you happy I'll get over it" he says, his features softening a little when a tear rolls down Renjun's cheek. He leans closer and gently whiles it away with his thumb. "Please junnie, tell me what's wrong"

Renjun shuffles closer to his boyfriend before throwing his arms around him and burying his face in Jeno's chest, small sobs escaping his lips. Jeno protectively hugs him closer, rocking him from side to side before placing a gentle kiss to the top of his head "y-you'll hate me" Renjun cries, clinging to Jeno even more.

"I could never hate you. Just tell me please" it broke his heart to see Renjun like this and he wanted to help. Even if Renjun had done wrong they would work it out.

Slowly Renjun pulls away, his glossy eyes looking up to meet Jeno's. "I-I'm-" he cuts himself of to take a deep breath "I'm pregnant"

His voice was so quiet that Jeno wasn't sure he had heard correctly. He places a finger under Renjun's chin and lifts his face up "you need to speak louder"

Another tear rolls it's way down the elders face and once again Jeno wipes it away "I said th-that I-I'm pregnant" he repeats, louder this time so Jeno couldn't mistake his words. "D-Donghyuck knew first because I was afraid to tell you"

Jeno was silent for a moment, completely clueless about what to say. He knew he wasn't mad, in fact he was over the moon but wasn't sure how to express it. He didn't even know if Renjun was okay with it.

"Pregnant? A-as in expecting a baby?" He asks earning a slow nod in response. Jeno didn't even know Renjun was fertile.
"That's why you've been avoiding me? You thought I would be mad?" Jeno smiles and he can see some of the tension ease in his boyfriends posture.

"You're not mad?" Renjun asks, fiddling with Jeno's slender fingers in an attempt to avoid looking him in the eye.

"Of course I'm not. I'm a little shocked but I'm also ecstatic" he pulls his boyfriend closer, brushing a strand of hair from his face "we're going to be parents" he laughs softly and Renjun nods, placing another kiss to Jeno's lips.

"But I don't want you to feel like you have to be happy about this, i-if you don't want the baby I can get rid of it or give it away. I don't want to lose you Jeno" he explains, hugging his boyfriend close and resting his face in the crook of his neck.

"Junnie don't be stupid, I love you and I'll love this baby. It'll be difficult but we'll do this together" Jeno comfortingly rubs circles into Renjun's back, tracing random patterns in attempt to put the elder at ease. "No more secrets from now on okay? You come to me not Hyuck"

"Okay"
In that moment Renjun had no idea why he had been so hesitant to tell Jeno. He should have known Jeno wouldn't be mad.
"I love you Jeno"

Jeno hugs the shorter a little tighter, never wanting to let go "I love you too Renjun...so god damn much".

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A/N: I had a request for jealous Jeno and pregnant Noren so I combined the two since I didn't want too many noren oneshots.
Also I don't know how to write a reaction to someone being pregnant so I hope this wasn't too crappy.

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