I THE SCENTS: Bloody Chocolate

Chapter 9

Frizabelle

Tuesday – Morning

I went to school like normal – like nothing was bothering me but I must kept my posture and masked myself from everyone but things quiet different as I heard my classmates whispering of my sudden early-bird in the for the morning class. Yes, I came to school too early to forget even just for a bit what happened at home.

"I hope she's fine..." I thought not even listening to the entire classes.

"She will..." Lena said with worried tone that I never knew she would.

12:30 nn – Lunch hour

Nothing change and it was same old story apart from the meal that I didn't touch. It's not that I'm not hungry or what but I'm not in the mood for one.

"Guys, see you around." I sadly excused myself to them and slipped inside the school leaving them worried.

I went inside then strolled around the campus until I ended up at the unused garden but well treated. I was amazed on that garden full of healthy different kinds of flowers that surrounded a black steel table and pair of chairs.

"Is this a tea garden?" I asked myself as I went closer and let myself relaxed even just for a moment.

As my mind wandered somewhere, something suddenly pained me. The pain reminded me of Ceres. I'm so worried of her. Her condition to be exact but I can't just ditch the classes just to check on her. I shook my head.

"Mom was there. Don't worry much." I convinced myself though I know deep within me I just can't even I'm still irritated on her scent.

Lena whimpered all of the sudden that made me jolted and run off the school ground. I don't know but I must go home. I really must.

My adrenaline wasn't helping a lot without caring whether I've been seen or not, I immediately run towards the woods then shift. I cracked my bones as quick as possible then run off. I don't even care if I do shred my clothes, all I can think about was her – Ceres.

1: 10 pm

I reached the house and everything was so quiet. I sniffed the air around the house and still nothing was different. I shifted back on being a human. Even I'm naked, I jumped to my balcony window to check on her. as I reached my window, she was still there sleeping like ordinary person but it really pained me to the point I might break down and shattered into pieces.

I stepped in, lay down beside her and watched her closely. She's still cold and freezing as her skin gone paler than last night. I was so worried. I don't want to lose her just yet.

"Please, Ceres..." I whispered as I tried to hide my tears but I can't.

My tears fell onto my cheeks and I sobbed like I never thought I could. I was turning into something I can't handle. Fear of losing a mate, anger for not accepting her as mine, pissed for not letting her know I love her.

I stood off the bed and slammed everything I touch. I threw everything. Out of madness, I smashed my things even tore them into pieces. I don't even care anymore. Everything in my sight was bloody red and dark. I know I can feel Lena was getting out to the surface because of the feelings we felt. I know Lena was mad at me for not letting her mate be with her but I have a reason not to fell into mate thing with considering one's feelings. But now, I'm hating myself from doing such thing.

I roared as I let Lena lose on the surface while I, cried ridiculously from my mistake. I can't find my strength if I do lose her. I can't.

"Lena...kill me..." I thought as I cried.