I THE SCENTS: Bloody Chocolate

Chapter 20

Frizabelle

Three weeks later...

Sunday – Morning

Its been three weeks since it the confession of Ceres about herself made me realized something within me that made me so distanced to her.

5 am

I can't sleep, I didn't eat much or whatsoever that I'm used to do. I've changed instantly since that night; that incident that I just can't comprehend till now. this was so frustrating and irritating.

"Err...Lena, still up with me?" I asked her within my thoughts.

"Yep, what's wrong this time?" Lena asked me like she's sitting next to me.

"I don't know anymore Lena. I want her but I'm so afraid about this feelings. I fear that I like her because my mind told me so or is it my heart speaking the truth that I do love her. just the thought of it I'm so uncertain around Ceres." I asked her what I felt though I knew she felt it too.

"You are you. Act what you want to show her and say what you wanted to say, just be simply you around Ceres and I bet, she'll be okay with it." Lena calmly advised to me.

I smiled though I'm still afraid.

"Lena, let's have a run." I told her while I was on my couch.

"Sure, I miss our bonding without a mate hehe." Lena giggled that made me smirked and rushed out to took off my clothes then run off to my balcony so naked and then jumped throughout the window as I shifted into Lena.

I landed perfectly on the grassy ground then immediately run endlessly until there it goes the familiar scent that really irritates me a lot.

"Mate..." Lena said to me while we're still on the run.

But then, something jumped off in front of us and as instincts I attacked my one and only mate. We fought like we don't know each other. I caught her wrist but she managed to swiftly dodge it. She was really flexible and she taught me well to be one. I clawed her but her reflexes are so over the top that really surprised me all the time like she was almost in dead end but she managed to get away from it in a sec.

Her emotionless face managed to turned the table in her hands and put strings so everything pinned you down. I'm a wolf and I fought like a ordinary wolf will do but more intense and powerful yet again, only Ceres can manage to defeat me in every blow we exchanged.

"She's totally hot..." Lena said lovingly as she studied Ceres on her fighting stunt.

"I agree with you there but this isn't the right time to be mesmerized to her?" I agreed and teased Lena as we both waited patiently Ceres' attacks but it didn't come.

We looked at Ceres, studied her carefully until we heard her chuckled and it was so sweet hearing her voice like a soothing wind chime. Then on one blink of an eye, Ceres was in our front and looking deeply within our eyes that seriously made me lost in them.

"I like the way you look and think of me, my queen." Ceres chuckled then walked normally back to the house.

I was caught off guard but my heart felt the warmth I needed from her. We followed her trails and walked beside her as the sun starting to shine.

7:15 am

Me and Ceres were the one whose in charge for the breakfast. We're having a good time since Ceres was seriously something whenever it comes to making food. For a vampire, she knows well about the flavors of each food we're making. She's genius and I admired her movement around the kitchen. I even imagine she's wearing apron and - NO! What the heck I'm thinking!

I was lost within my thoughts when she looked at me in her different eyes – her bloody red eyes that really made me gasped from sudden look from her.

"W-what?!" I was embarrassed to the way she looked at me.

"Your blood...it's getting sweeter...I'm sorry...I have to go." Ceres said to me so honestly then she covered her mouth as she went off in such hurry.

I was shocked and speechless as mom and the others came in the kitchen in their starving chuckles apart from mom who has this worried written onto her face.

"Baby, your mate was trying to control herself from biting you that's why she run off." Mom told me as she put her hand on my shoulder to calm me but only a little.

"Seriously, she doesn't have to do that!" I was pissed off when I respond to my mom then I went off to my room so irritated.

Within my room, I slammed the door so hard then curled up onto my bed sobbing.

It hurts. That look in her eyes really pained me – her sorry eyes. Her pleading looks. Her stunning beautiful lips that I'm dying to kissed passionately. Also, there's her curvy body that I'm craving to touch and caressed dearly and her everything that I really wanted to possess within my grasp.

"This distance wasn't right...I'm craving for you stupid, mate!!!!" I roared so loud then I collapsed.

Ceres

I don't know what just happened.

Early at the kitchen her scent suddenly changed that send my urges so overdrive and I can't hold it much longer. My hunger for her was really sent to overdrive. I really wanted to mate with her but I know she wasn't ready for this.

If ever she was, will she still accept me?

Argh! Loving her made me really totally insane. So I run before I could bite her in worst state that she didn't know I could possibility hurt from doing so. Also, I don't want to mate with her at the kitchen when her family eats there. I don't want to give them any show as well, I don't want anyone see her naked aside from me.

With the thought of her being naked. Argh! it wasn't helping at all.

This is so frustrating!