Don't

9.5K 247 128
                                    

Rewind:

"Hi.. Kacchan....can we not today? I'm tried of lying to my mom about being bullied." That's when I knew, I fucked up. BIG. TIME.

"Ya fucking know, I was trying to get my anger out because my boyfriend broke up with me but, I can wait until tomorrow. It's just you might wanna say good bye to your mom, cos it might kill ya."


Now:

I started walking home, a lot slower than normal. Was I really going to do this? Was I going to end all of this tonight? Well, Yes I am. 


"Izu! Hi, honey! Go wash up, dinner will be ready soon!" my mom said happily.

"Okay, thanks Mom!" I said trying to sound happy.


I went upstairs and to my bathroom. 


One cut, two cuts, three cuts. The blood from my arm fell into the tub. The cut got deeper and deeper.  'Take a deep breath, everything is okay. Just a little deeper.'


"Ugh, shit....." I said quietly .


I wash up and it hurt a bit but, I'm use to it. Got dressed and went downstairs to my mom. 


"Izu! Time for dinner!" She said putting the food on the table. 

"Thanks!" 


We ate dinner and she went to bed. I got up and got my usual clothes and climbed out my window.  


"Good-bye, Mom.....I'm sorry it had to end this way...."  I cried.


One step, two steps, three step, now I'm at the bridge. Nothing but rocks and water down there, a 47 foot drop.  I stood on top of the railing and was about to jump when.....


" Are you really going to jump...?"

Shit, I know that voice. It's Shinsou.


"Yes...." I said weakly

"Don't"


What? Why does he care if I die or not? 



OKAY OKAY I'm trying my best here. Not my best writing but I'm working on it.  I'm trying to make this into a 20 chapter story if I have enough time. I'm going to be home- school and I will have enough time to work on it. I have therapy today, so I can't get far on this chapter today. Sorry ^^'

Depressed! MidoriyaWhere stories live. Discover now