After You (TomTord fanfiction)

Chapter 3-Home, Sweet, Home

Author: You might like the song, I don't know...have fun reading this story that I suck at writing T-T

Chapter 3: Home, Sweet, Home

(Tom's POV)

Matt's mirror, the food for home, and my five Smirnoffs it cost $20.35.

After they put the food in bags while my Smirnoff in my hoodie pocket and Matt's mirror is in his, we walked through the sliding doors to the red car.

Opening the right door, I got in and closed it. 

Edd rolling the cart with Matt beside him going to the trunk.

The bags of groceries were moved from the cart into the trunk one by one or two by two.

 Once they were done they entered the car and Edd locked the doors. 

Once Edd starts driving, he turned the radio on again and the song Soldier was playing.

After the song was done, we got out of the car and shut them then locked the doors while getting through the front door of the house.

Matt smiled at Edd and asked,

"Hey, Edd, do you want to watch Insane Zombies From Hell 5 with me."

"Sure, why not Matt."

We walk to the couch and set up the movie for us to watch.

I walk to my room to take off my hoodie while opening my bottle of Smirnoff.

After taking off my hoodie, I take a chug of my Smirnoff and go back to the brown couch to sit while watching Insane Zombies From Hell 5.

After the man yells at the headless zombie for not having what he ordered, I went to my room with my bottle of Smirnoff.

I started to think about Tord. What the fuck!? Why am I thinking about the commie?

My stomach started to feel weird.

I don't like this feeling.

I want to know what this feeling is but I don't want Edd and Matt to know.

I started to think about Tord again and it started to get graphic with him having no clothes on.

My cheeks started to heat up and I tried to get distracted as fast as possible but couldn't.

I continued to think about Tord with no clothes on.

Why am I thinking about the fucking commie!? He didn't care about Edd, Matt or me.

I started to notice there were tears in my eyes.

"Tom, are you ok?"

"What do you need, Edd?"

"Why are you not watching the movie? Is it boring?"

"No, Edd. I just don't want to watch it."

"Why's not?"

"I just don't want to Edd. Is that all?"

"Yes..."

Edd turned towards the hallway while I slowly closed the door.

I walk to my window and close the curtains. 

I set my Smirnoff on my cabinet next to my bed.

I should go to the bathroom...

I walk out of my room and enter the bathroom.

I took a leak for 1 minute and put my black jeans back on.

Walking out and crossing the hall, I still see Matt and Edd watching the movie. 

I walk back to my room and pick up the Smirnoff that I put on the cabinet next to my bed.

I lay on my bed and start thinking of Tord again.

A feeling of need and loneliness.

What a mixture to feel when I am drinking my Smirnoff just lying here in my bed.

It hurt so much what Tord did but it seems Edd and Matt have already forgiven him. 

I haven't but whatever fucking commie can do whatever he wants, I don't care. 

I chug the last of the Smirnoff and grab another one that I have hidden under my cabinet so Edd doesn't find it to take it away.

I'm starting to lose control of my body. I don't care though. Ugh, I wish commie was still here since Edd and Matt didn't even notice I was there when they were talking about him. I miss him so much. What could have been more important than me, Tord? "I loved you."

Edd and Matt, startled, looked in my direction.

"Jesus, Tom, you scared me!"

"Sorry-hic-Edd-Hic."

"Tom, you drunk again."

"You're drunk-hic-Edd!"

"Ugh, Tom, just go to your room."

"You go to-hic-your room-hic!"

I did as told and tried to walk to my room.

I continue to knock things over like a lamp, vase, etc.