In More Ways Than One - Kiribaku

Reborn For Him (K)

Black.

Everything went pitch black.

My vision is blurry and fuzzy. My head feels like a bullet got shot right through it. My memory was barely there anymore. I couldn't remember myself, my own name, what I looked like. Everything had been 

erased.

I try desperately to get my eyes to open. I'm growing weaker. My mouth feels like it's wired shut. I beg to not start crying, this is a fucking nightmare. My breathing got slower every minute. Distant shouting clouded me like regret, 

I don't know how this happened. 

A bunch of muffled steps, sounds, sirens and--

one familiar voice, oh my god, finally something..-

"PLEASE WAKE UP, YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME.." 

The person's breathing slowed as he struggled to keep me up,

"I love you so much--"

Everything disappeared again, it felt so cold and lonely. I couldn't match the voice to anyone, I really wish I could. The muffled sounds got more and more distant until I'm left 

all

alone.

A wave of relief washes over me as the feeling of being captive goes away. My lips move first, unable to say a word, only there for show. The air got clearer, I stop holding my breath. My eyes blink open to a completely white kind of room. My legs and arms felt like they just snapped right back in place. I breath slowly, making my way up. As I stood, I held my head to remember something. 

"I'm such a fucking fool.." My own voice was unrecognizable. It changed pitches every few seconds. A soft tap on some kind of metal piece. My head lifts up to the noise. A guy in pretty casual clothing stood by some yellow and white gate. 

"What's your name boy?" He called. I swallowed due to the lack of any water from my body,

"I'm-- uh, not sure sir.." A small smile plays on his lips as he takes out some kind of board. "Can--Can you tell me where I am sir?"  I started making my way to this huge gate. He met my eyes for a few seconds, still searching over a piece of paper. "I need to make my way back to my family a-and my boyfr-"

"You're dead boy, no way you're going back from where you came from." he shook his head, taking the pencil out his mouth without looking at me. The panic attack started to set in,

"D-Dead..? No, no no, I-I can't die sir! I still had so much to do, this has to be a joke!" I gripped the perfectly white bars of the gate. He looks up at me finally,

"I wouldn't joke about this so take my word for it, you're completely dead." he stated seriously. I bit my lip, trying not to hyperventilate so much. I inhaled through my nose as much as I could. 

"I don't remember anything, my memory is-- is completely wiped." My shortened pupils look to him. He cocks his head to the side a bit, exhaling, 

"That's perfectly normal for someone who just died but I can give you your briefs and you'll be on your merry way to a new life." He sets the paper down, crossing his arms. I rested my head against the perfectly spaced bars. My head was absolutely killing me.