( YUGYEOMXLISA ) Got7&BLACKPINK
He said he will come back for me
he said he will looking for me by his own.
did he really will come back ?
or he's just lying?
am I put too much of hoping on him?
I let a deep sigh
and looking at the sky.
It's have...
im looked at hwasa beside me while she doing a sit up. I just laying there,don't really care about out last routine. im spacing out. Grabbing my hair hard.... i let deep sigh... I want to cryyy, I want to escape here .... After this I have facing her again... Just thinking about that make my head spinning. Im rubbing my head... hitting my head thru the floor. Its not like im hate sparing w hwasa. Its not like im coward, she strong but not strong as me, but; What I've thinking now is, Him... what he thinks about girl who fighting like a man? Lose all her femininity. How he react to this? How he think about me? aaarghhhhh .. .. i cover my face with towel and stomping my feet~ ... my eyes get bigger... How I look when hwasa punch me? how if she punch directly at my face? How I looks like? i imagine myself like whole cracking nasty pie. that fucking ugzzzzzz (ugly) shocking my head in disbelief why im cared so much what people thinking. this is not me. I blanky staring at the roof top. .... I wish I can go home early today. im sigh. I started worried about that. My body non stop sweating. its irritated me. This one guy already give so much trouble.
♧Hwasa♧
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I shocked and jumped from my place when hwasa already staring me clearly in front my face. her nose almost touch mine. Im spontaneously kick her butt and she stomping beside me.
I snapped.. what the hell babe Are you nutt ?
She rubbing her butt in hurt expression and sheepsly laughing at me yah, lalisa ... are you here, at earth? she show her finger to the floor with teasing face I called your name many time yet you blanky look at the space ? You're lucky lady im not jumping or smacking you down . yet you being ungrateful whore kicking my butt ?!! She displeased
i cant hold my laugh. its not like I wanted to do that. its just muscle reflection. im not like im kicked her tht hard. she always being drama queen.
im sorry babyyyy i said that with my babies voice. come hereee , comee here my babyyyy I gesture her my hand, getting her to sit close to me. butshe suddenly pulling my arm and flapped my finger. arggggghhhh...im screaming
I think everyone in this room heard im shouting. im rubbing my finger, and show her my pitiful looks I almost crying ... dammit .. I curse under her under my breath.
