How can im so dumb to let him go .
How can I being this stupid.
How can I lose the only chance that I have to get him back with that stupid bash party.
Damn.. I such a bitch.
I always act so childish
I never listen to him.
I never care even im hurting his feelings or not.
My Ego winning but our love is losing .
I hit my head against the wall, crying under my breath . How can i ever lose someone precious like him. Someone who treasure me more than anything .
Someone who always running through the night picking me up when I mess up w my parents. Someone who always listen to me the most when I told how hard my days is. Someone who always can stand my temper, who can stand w my guts.
Someone who always show up in my front my house to enlighten my mood . Someone who never left his eyes on me. Who always told me how beautiful I am and how important me in his life.
He always standing there waiting for me.
Always.
He always put me first in everything.
Only he can control my madness, my craziest. Only Him.
I lose my hope, I think this time we break up for real.
No more chance lisa, you totally lose him for real now.
Sigh...
I took his picture inside my diary.
Its always been there, I don't remember whre I got tht. But what I know he always look good.
Yugyeom...
His smile, his voice, him.
I miss him so badly, so much.
~♡~
Babyyy, can you stop doing that...
Sigh" ... im so embarrassing.
Babyyy... stop it.
Look; everyone staring ...
Im tiptoeing to him just to whisper;
No... let them staring, let them know you were mine...
I keep hugging him, and tickle his waist. Make him giggle, he try to hold his laugh.
He don't want to gain any attention. I know tht was his sensitive spot. He try to endure it as much he can. But wasted. Im tottaly having fun teasing him.
We walking inside the mall while everyone walking, talking ,look at us.
well I don't care.
Babyyy, stop this ...
He playful grip my head, not that hard but enough to make me stop.
He make me turn to looked at him.
'damn..daddy~
he looks like a full course meal".
Babyyy. Can u stop being so childish.
I dont want people staring at you, at us.
Its so uncomfortable.
This is time me and you
We rarely date together . Im always being busy w my assignment, work.
Can you at least listen to me even once.
Holding my hand and look my eyes like this make me feel how lucky I am having him as my boyfriend.
He always embrace me, he always know how to handle me.
Im submassive to him.
Looked me...
When we get out from here, you can do whatever you want to me.
You can have me as much as you want .
Alright ...
Just right now, lets eat. . .
Im smiling, the softest smile I can ever give. He kiss my back hand.
Let go..
I dont know if im lucky or him. But i think , im totally winning my teenage life.
I got him as boyfriend.
Attractive, manly, smart, cool, caring, protective.
What else I could tell ..
Im happy. Im happy with him.
He's my first love.
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Fanfic( YUGYEOMXLISA ) Got7&BLACKPINK He said he will come back for me he said he will looking for me by his own. did he really will come back ? or he's just lying? am I put too much of hoping on him? I let a deep sigh and looking at the sky. It's have...
