My broken pieces (on hold)

Chapter eight

‎بِسْمِ ٱللَّهِ ٱلرَّحْمَٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ
In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.

I went inside to the Maliki's mansion and set all the foods and refreshments ready I was just about to go upstairs to check on my sister in laws when something sensational caught my eyes I saw my husband with a lady in her mid 30s hugging each other and laughing on something she was saying I was so provoked, I don't know whether it's jealousy or something just how could he be so giddily around other women and be so uncivil towards me, I am his wife for crying out loud and when our eyes met I send him a deadly glare and ran upstairs unable to hide my annoyance.

The engagement ceremony has started and I was busy serving foods, deserts and all and have long forgotten about what happened earlier. Not until when a lady came to me in the kitchen and asked me to give her a cup of hibiscus water, in the process of giving her I kind of erroneously spill it on her dress and believe me I felt so bad and was trying to wipe it up as her dress is creamy white color, but she took me by surprise when she said don't dare touch me, how can you ruin my dress you maidservant of now a days don't have manners, she went over to where the juices was kept and took hibiscus water and pour it over me, she hissed and left the kitchen leaving me and jasmine (housemaid) spineless, I just can't take any of this anymore, I ran out and saw Zaid with the woman I spotted them earlier with, I just felt I did not fit in here our eyes met and I ran to the backyard with tears flowing free from my eyes. I know that Allah (swa ) test those  He loves, to elevate their status until they reach a certain level He (swa) wanted them to be, but this is getting too much, I looked up to the sky and said:

‎ (لَا إلَهَ إِلَّا اللَّهُ الْعَظِيمُ الْحَلِيمْ، لَا إِلَهَ إِلَّا اللَّهُ رَبُّ العَرْشِ العَظِيمُ، لَا إِلَهَ إِلَّا اللَّه رَبُّ السَّمَوَاتِ وَرَبُّ الأَرْضِ وَرَبُّ العَرْشِ الْكَرِيمُ
There is none worthy of worship but Allah the Mighty, the Forbearing. There is none worthy of worship but Allah, Lord of the Magnificent Throne. There is none worthy of worship but Allah, Lord of the heavens and Lord of the earth, and Lord of the Noble Throne.) I said Ya Allah You are Al-Basīr (The all Seeing) and You are As-Sāmi (The all Hearing) please bring a way out for me because I totally rely upon you. Ya Allah if this marriage isn't gonna work anyway please bring the end to all the dramas I am facing. I was sobbing nonstop, my energy was drained. I don't know if I deserve what I am facing or not but I am sure that one day I will heal and Allah will heal my broken pieces because He is Al-Jabbār (The Irresistible, The Lofty and The The Compeller) I remembered the dua that my beloved habib (pbuh) use to make when he (saw) lost his wife (nana Khadijah ra) and his uncle; Ya Jabbar ujbur kasree ( O' The compeller mend my broken issues) I kept on chanting the dua until

I heard a deep masculine voice that seems very familiar, how can I ever forget this voice, the voice that shattered my heart and break me into tiny pieces since the first day we met. Zaid sat besides me and hand me a napkin, he told me to wipe away my tears, he then said to me Bad things do happen; how you respond to them defines your character and the quality of your life. You can choose to sit in perpetual sadness, immobilized by the gravity of your loss, or You can choose to rise from the pain and treasure the most precious gift You have - life itself. He then hugged me and told me that I should never in a million years let anyone look down on me, he kissed my forehead and helped me stand he leads me to my room which is the guest room, he ordered me to change my clothes and meet him in the parlor so that we can go back to the mansion.

I don't even know what to say God Almighty is this Zaid my husband or someone else or I am perhaps dreaming, what a bipolar person he is. The last minute I checked we were enemies and now he's acting like a responsible husband. Whatever the case may be I like this sight of him and he made my heart palpitate

ASSALAMU ALAYKUM WARAHMATULLAHI WABARKATUHU EVERYONE I HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING WELL IN GOOD STATE OF HEALTH AND EMAN 😘

GOD I CANNOT BELIEVE ZAID.... WHAT DO YOU THINK SOFTENED HIS HEART TOWARDS ASIYA????

IF NO ONE HAS TOLD YOU THEY LOVE YOU DON'T WORRY BECAUSE I DO

DON'T FORGET TO VOTE AND Comment and tell a friend to tell a friend to tell a friend

                                       YOURS Bint_Amin 🌹🌹