My broken pieces (on hold)

Chapter twenty three

‎بِسْمِ ٱللَّهِ ٱلرَّحْمَٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ
In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.

Asiya's operation went well but the problem is that she cannot use her hand properly and it will take longer than expected to heal. Her final exams are coming in a week, Zaid was feeling extremely bad about Asiya's condition that he doesn't even have the courage to go see her in the hospital post operation. And Asiya in her little head was thinking it's over between them and he's with his lover girl not even wanting to come pay her a visit after all it's because of him that she can't appear for her finals till after three consecutive months. She keeps crying feeling so heartbroken while Zaid on the other hand cries day and night without even going to work.

How can I hurt her so much, how can I be a monster, when did I become abusive, why did I change, Will Allah ever forgive me, even if He does what of Asiya, will she ever agree on how genuine and sincere my love is to her after causing her so much pain, so help me God what if she finds out that is my ex wife that kidnapped her mother and was the cause of her death will she ever forgive me, Ya Allah I think I am going crazy, Ya Rahman please forgive me my sins. "Our Lord! Forgive us our sins and anything we may have done that transgressed our duty; establish our feet firmly and help us against those that resist faith" Zaid keeps reciting duas and praying so hard for Allah to forgive him and to mend his broken issues.

Asiya will be discharged tomorrow and Zaid is becoming more anxious as to what he should do and in his head his thinking he is the least person Asiya could ever want to come across. I really don't want to cause you anymore pain Asiya, how can I tell you that I am really really really sorry and You're the first woman in my life that I have ever love with all my existence, I love you Asiya with all my being, with all that I am, with all my life, soul and body. Asiya all that you're is all that I will ever need. I love you Asiya.

He cried till he fell asleep and Salma came to check on him earlier as Ruman is the one staying with Asiya in the hospital and found Zaid crying like a baby. She felt so bad for him and wanted to remove his pain but she just walked away with out him sensing her presence.

She went into her room locked her self in and cried her heart out saying I love you so much Zaid and you never noticed me.

Assalamu Alaykum warahmatullAhi wabarkatuHu I hope all of you are in good state of health and eman.

I am sorry for not updating forever 😞 you know Ramadan came and I was so so busy and what not but I will try as much as can to be consistent with the help of Allah and please pray for me as well.

This is serious, finally finally finally our Zaid have come to realize that he loves our poor soul Asiya. And no wonder Salma didn't like Asiya to begin with because she likes her brother 🥺 I pity her 🤦‍♀️ and we gotta eliminate all our enemies one by one 😡

If no one has told you they love you don't worry because I do 💋💋💋

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