Baby LushLaws

Silence is key

We made it to The house, and I felt emotionless.

Joey put me back into my wheelchair, and wheeled me up to the door. I'd imagine he had texted or called Matt or Nick to tell them I would be coming home.

Nick opened the door and Joey pushed me in.

Every bump I felt while sitting in that stupid wheel chair,made my body grow numb.

I lied down on the couch, and I guess Joey had forgotten I cannot talk because he asked me a question.

"Do you want anything to eat? Or drink? Maybe your favorite, Ice cubes?"

Once again I tried to speak but only my lips do as I please.

"Oh that's right, sorry babe"

I roll my eyes, and through the corner of my eye, I see Joey with a small bowl of ice.

His face smiling, I try to smile back but I can't really feel much.

The painkillers I've been taking make me feel like a vegetable. I'm glad they work and all but it's just giving my depression a poke at.

My hand reaches for the bowl, and I force my lips to form words 'thank you'

He sat in the chair next to the couch and just stared at me, frowning.

I try my best at a facial expression to say 'why are you looking at me like that?'

"You should rest." Was all he said

I didn't want to argue with him. Not like I could anyway. I pick the blanket from off the couch and close my eyes.

I was awoken by the sound of Matthew opening the door and taking the last sip of his Starbucks.

"Hey, I'm sorry did I wake you up?"

I shake my head no, I didn't wanna make him feel bad.

"Okay do you want anything to drink or how about some soup?"

I just look at him.

"Oh uh yeah right, I forgot."

He ran upstairs, and came back down with a white board and a marker.

"Here now you can speak, kinda"

I take the marker and write 'thanks'.

' And yeah soup sounds good '

"Awesome"

I turn on t.v. and teen mom was on, and I remembered.

I'm supposed to be Matthew and Nick's baby mother.

Tears formed in my eyes. I had hurt my body and I have failed them. How could I carry a child for 9 months if I can barely handle myself?

A/n:

I might be ending this story short soon because as you may notice I have to interest in this story anymore. I'll try to stick to my schedule of Tuesdays and Fridays (I changed it because I have soccer on Mondays and Thursdays) but this Tuesday is my birthday so I won't write then.

I'm sorry guys :(.

Qotd: have you started school yet

Aotd: Yeah, I started on Thursday.