Baby LushLaws

Afraid and Alone

Twitter is was so bad it was starting World war 3.

People mad at Joey, mad at me. Why? Why do people have to hate us for falling in love? They don't even know the full story and yet they have to nerve of hating two people that love each other?

I'm scrolling through the tweets, very few were nice comments.

"Jenna and Joey are totally my otp! Joena for life!" Someone tweeted

I smile at all the ones accepting this news, and try my best to ignore the terrible, hateful ones.

I felt like I wanted to throw up and the depression kicked.

An idea formed in my devious mind, I was just going to get myself drunk and pass out.

My vision went dark from standing up standing up to fast.

The door closes behind me as I quietly place each step.

I get downstairs and quickly find a bottle of wine, and a glass cup.

There was a noise upstairs and I booked it up to my room and shut the door.

"Jenna? Are you okay?"

"Um I saw I spider and got scared, sorry."

"Oh, well did you see where it went?"

"No, sorry?"

I caught my breath, placing down the supplies.

I pour a small amount of the red liquid into the glass, my hand shaking, took the drink and let it touch my lips.

I can't lie, I'm scared.

The taste touched my tongue and I instantly drink the entire small portion.

I looked at the bottle, forgetting I should take it slow. And I drank from the large wine bottle.

I felt my stomach tighten, head rushing.

The bottle began to feel lighter, so I took a break.

My entire body shook, I feel myself falling. And my head had hit the floor.

*three days later*

My eyes felt crusty, and I felt a lump in my throat.

I opened my gross eyes, and see Joey's face.

"She's awake!" He yelled a my head pounded.

My lips tried to form words but I couldn't. "Shh, its okay. The doctor said you won't be able to speak for a few minutes, relax"

I ignored him and began to panic. What happened to me? Where was I?

I looked away from Joey and saw my feet, in a hospital bed.

What have I done?

(A/n)

Hey guys sorry I haven't posted I've just been lazy lately and I know this chapter isn't long either but I will try to write better!

I have been saving money for a laptop, so the writing will get better!

I only have $130 dollars so far but I get paid 60 bucks each week so yay!

This is my week off so I'll write everyday this week, maybe not on Friday because I'm busy but thanks for bearing with me and my laziness :)

Qotd: what are your favorite pizza toppings?

Aotd: black olives and pepperoni 😍