Ex-Best Friend (JIKOOK)

A Place To Call Home~

Jimin's P.O.V

"JIMIN!"

"JIMIN! Jimin wake up!"

"Jimin we're nearly there!!" Hoseok shouted in my ear.

"What!" I asked rubbing my eyes that still had tears left.

I looked outside watching the trees that we passed by. My heart clenched as I thought back.

"Will you do need the honours of being my girlfriend?"

"Hey jimin, are you okay? You've been out if it since-"

"-I'm fine. Don't worry Minjae. Just... Caught up in my thoughts."

"Okay, if you say so. Hey don't think to much about it. It'll be fine Jimin. We're all here for you, no matter what." Minjae smiled.

"I know, you guys are amazing. You're always there for me." I sighed.

"Hey, that's what best friends are for. We'll never leave each others side and we'll always be there for each other! We care loads about you Jimin, don't forget that." Jin said happily.

"You guys really are the best. I don't deserve to have such amazing friends. Thank you guys so much." I laughed.

"Hey! We're here guys. Let's go!" Taehyung said joyfully.

I jumped out a stretching my legs after the stressful journey ride. Looking towards the house my stomach turned in nervousness.

After finding out about jungkook, him being my soulmate, my mind has totally went blank. I mean he's an amazing guy but why would he ever accept me.

Also, that weird dream I had on the way about Jieun asking Jungkook out had totally needed with my head. I couldn't think straight and I really needed to see him.

In the beginning I know I said I didn't care about this at all, but now things have changed. I've felt what love is and I only want to explore more of it and how it works.

"Let's go in quickly!" Hoseok said pushing me towards the house.

I took a deep breath before facing the house and running in to look for my love, my soulmate.

My Jungkook.

I told the guys that I was going to look for them and that they should go have fun and I was going to catch up with them later.

I searched the kitchen, he wasn't there. Only drunken messes stumbling around grumpily. I looked in the bathrooms, but there were only people throwing up and having meltdowns about the weirdest things. I looked in the bedrooms but came out of them quicker than I went in. I was scared for life.

I searched the entire mansion but I couldn't find him anywhere...

Maybe he's already left with Jieun. Maybe... Maybe, I've already lost my chance.

I silently sat on the sofa with a red solo cup in my hands taking small sips of the sprite since I wasn't in the mid to get drunk and have to deal with the aftermath of it all.

I saw the rest of the guys dancing together happily and it made me feel even lonelier then I felt before. I just wish I was a bit quicker, I could be cuddled on this couch with Jungkookie.

I sighed looking at all the happy pairs dancing together and having a great time. A bitter-sweet smile etched onto my face.

I couldn't handle it anymore, I stood up with the tears glassing my eyes. Why couldn't my life be a bit more simple like everyone else's? Why couldn't I have a normal life? Why couldn't I love?