Dangerous thoughts

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Fionnas pov

I woke up and got up in the same gold room. I saw the maid had laid out a shorter dress for me this time. I hated wearing those long dresses they constricted my tail and I could barely swim in them.

I got out of bed and slipped the dress on it. It covered my waist and went no further.I was grateful for that. I was about to leave when I felt something dangle from my ear. I went to the mirror in my room and saw two red and orange crystal earrings hanging from my ear that mimicked fire when moved. Suddenly a image popped into my head of buildings covered in fire. A burning city. But as quickly as the picture came it left.

What could it have meant? Was it a clue to what really happened a few days ago. If so when had I ever been to a flaming city I've never been out of the ocean. I tried so hard to remember but I drew a blank. At least It didn't hurt anymore when I tried to remember. I swam out of my room and to the kitchen to get something to eat. It was blissfully Matthew free. I got to eat it in peace. It was really almost infuriating not being able to tell at all what happened in the past few days. It didn't help that Matthew wouldn't tell me the truth.

I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around and saw Matthew. I ignored him and finished my cinnamon roll.

"Fionna"

I sat there ignoring him.

"Come on Fi plz talk to me."

I spun around and gave him a death glare. "Don't call me that!"

I don't why I suddenly got so defensive. It was just a nickname right so why did I get this feeling like I had only let one person call me that before.

"Sorry Fionna. I was going to offer to take you out. I want to show off my future queen. Speaking if which I made an appointment to get your dress fitted."

"How many times do I have to make this clear. I am not going to Marry you."

"Well to Bad. You will marry me whether you like it or not. Your lucky really you get to go from being a pathetic peasant girl to a queen."

"I would rather live as a beggar than become your wife."

"You probably would have if your mom was still alive. She would have probably taken you and ran its a good thing that bitch is dead."

Rage filled my veins as I punched him. How dare he! I swam as far and as fast away as I could. Tears blurring my vision. I was so mad and sad at the same time. I swam into a dark room thinking it was mine. I sat in the corner and cried for a bit.

Dam him. Why did he have to bring her up. I refused to Marry that monster. I looked up and saw I ended up in he armory. I had had enough. I grabbed a dagger off one of the wracks and sat back down. I took it and held it against my wrist. A dark thought popped into my head. I knew of a way I wouldn't have to marry that bastard and I could see my mom again. Nobody would care if I died. My dad didnt love me anymore. Cake might be a little upset but I never got to see her anyway. I could end it all right now and see the one person that loved me most again.

I started to cut into my wrist ignoring the stabbing pain that flooded my hand when I did so. A image of me running with a giant cut on my leg running through the forest away from a shadowy figure with Black hair.

I dropped the dagger and just stared at my bleeding wrist. I couldn't do it. I just couldn't kill myself I felt like It would hurt more than just cake if I died. I picked up the dagger and put it in a pocket on my dress.

I watched a bit more blood flow from my wrist before I took the cloth belt off the dress and wrapped it in it. I just wanted to stay here and hide from the world at the moment. Figure out a new way where I don't have to marry him and still stay alive. Or who the person in that image that appeared in my head was. It had been to dark to see him but you could tell he was a guy. I sat there for a minute thinking when he decided to walk in.

"Finally found you. I told you we have to go to your dress fitting."

I pulled a sword off the wall. "Come any closer to me and I will cut you."

"I don't think so"he said as three other guards filed in behind me.

"I'll cut them to."

They got closer and I will sliced one of there shoulders but I look over at him for a second to long and he two other guards knocked the sword out of my hands and onto the ground. One of the uninjured ones grabbed me before I could get out my dagger. They bring me over to the prince and he grabbed hold of my wrist painfully tight. Luckily it was the uninjured one. He pulled me out in to the hall.

"Lock that incase she gets any ideas."

He pulled me down the hall and to a carriage that would be taking us to my dumb dress fitting.

.....One dress fitting later.......

The day was ending and I wanted to do was get back into my room curl up and sleep. I was actually granted this wish because the prince was tired to. I swam quickly into my room put a chair under the door handle so no one else could get in and collapsed on to my bed falling asleep almost at once.

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