Marry! my blackhorse

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Guan Xi Mu is a person who changes her mind quickly, when she was little her parents got divorced even they appeared to be fit perfectly, but actually they both are completely different. Their divorce became a hurt in her heart, she started to not believe in marriage. She promised she will not marry forever, and she will go to the temple and be nun when she reached 40 years old.
Her mind began to change again when her sister, Guan Si Ling, married the Mr Perfect, Chi Hang. The both lived a happy and beautiful marriage, it changed her mind and made her yearning to get married. In addition to that, her mother who is remarried also had a very sweet life. These situations let her realized that her hate for marriage before was too extreme.

Once a long time ago, her mother, Wei Dong Ling, went to a famous fortune teller on the top of the mountain of western suburb to tell about Guan Xi Mu’s future, and he said if Guan Xi Mu can marry before 23 years old, she will have a happy and trouble-free life, but if she is 23 years old and not yet marry, the suffering will surround her life. Although this supernatural prediction cannot be tested scientifically, but in the bottom of Wei Dong Ling’s heart, she continuously prayed that her daughter can marry when she is 23 years old. It’s just time that Fei Jun appeared, her mother thought he was Guan Xi Mu’s fated husband from the heaven.

Guan Xi Mu bit the garlic, scallion, and chili pancake, while looked at her mother’s praying expression.

Her mind wondered around. She thought about her affection with Fei Jun, it could not be described as somewhat romantic, but it also can’t be denied, the times that they spend together made her relaxed and happy. She gradually didn’t saw him as a senior anymore, started occasionally to bicker with him, though it’s a new thing for her to argue with him. Fei Jun can be regarded as excellent man, as a partner in marriage, besides his somewhat older and slightly possessed unromantic attitude, the rest were okay. Even her own mother stated that she married a high class man which relatively have a higher status than her.

“Am I that bad?” Guan Xi Mu responded

“Look at yourself, your hair is so short, on the first glance can be recognized as a boy. You also wear dark color and loose clothes, looks as if you are a sloppy girl,” Wei Do Ling sighed, “ You almost married, must take care and dress up yourself well.”

“But it will troublesome to have a long hair as it will waste some time to wash it, and also I feel very comfortable to wear loose clothes, and I’m not really a beautiful name. There’s no difference whether to dress up or not.” Since she was rejected by Xia Yu, she never acted girly anymore, she cut her hair short, only wore loose clothes and flat shoes, she even didn’t apply any lip gloss. Sometimes when she got up and looked at the mirror, and saw her two dark under-eye circles, she just said, “Ei yo… my mom!”, then just let them be.

In reality, Guan Xi Mu has a quite good appearance, her skin is white and fair, her face is round and chubby, her eyes are big which make it look magnificent when she is laughing. The only thing that made her appearance imperfect was her lack of efforts to dress up. Most of the time, she just bought one brand of gym suit, wore one brand of flat shoes, carried super big canvas bag. That’s why every time she was in the huge crowd of people, immediately she will blend in.

“No matter what, when you are married you will have some boundaries. It’s completely different from when you’re single, you will not be as that comfortable and free. You must learn to cook simple foods, do essentials houseworks.” Wei Do Ling said, “Of course, the most important you need to change your character, be more patience and tolerant. One word to describe marriage life is understanding, when you both have understanding to each other than you both will smoothly spend you life forever.”

Guan Xi Mu kept on chewing her pancake, and nodded her head.

The first week of May, Guan Xi Mu got married, her wedding gown was the one she and Fei Jun personally custom-ordered at one of famous C City wedding boutique. It was a single shoulder strap with a backless style of gown, the shape of it looked like could-like stack of tulle with Tiffany precious stones inlay. It was a really beautiful gown that made people felt impressed when they saw it. The makeup artist applied a heavy makeup on her face, it made her feel somewhat uncomfortable.