Marry! my blackhorse

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POSTED ON 30 JANUARY 2018 BY 唐智怡
Marry! My Black Horse （嫁！我的黑马）by Shi Xiao Zha 师小札 – Chapter 11

Under the escorts of manager and bodyguards, Gu Xi Ran went back to her lounge, sat down on the soft chair that exclusively for her, in a flash, her mind was empty and desolate, until her manager passed her a cup of water, she just recovered from her thought. Then, her hand took out her phone from the pocket, and pressed down the gallery photo picture album. Her photo album was locked, and the password was Fei Jun’s birthday, when it opened, it showed two to three of Fei Jun’s photo.

Fei Jun didn’t like to be photograph, so this few photos were taken secretly by her. There was a photo on the airplane, where Fei Jun was closing his eyes to sleep, his cold face looked calmed and composed, it really showed his soft expression. That time she felt his appearance made her heartbeat somewhat faster, so she secretly photographed it.

Until they broke up, she didn’t willing to erase this photo, every time she was burned-out emotionally and physically, she would look at this picture, and felt that he was still by her side.

She was in relationship with Fei Jun for a year and four months, she was very happy during that moment. Fei Jun was her first love, she was really rejoice to be able to meet a man that was mature and attentive like him, almost everything was took care by him. When they were in relationship, like most of the women, she sometimes purposely made trouble with him to get her attention, but Fei Jun was a forgiving and tolerant with her. Couldn’t help but to admit being together with him, her heart was really completely happy every day. It was until she mentioned about her intention to enter entertainment circle, she was encountered with his strong opposition.

He was a a bit male chauvinism, he didn’t hope his woman to enter that complicated and changeful circle world, he hoped that her will continue to do her profession as news anchor, but she couldn’t stand the attraction of it. From her early age until grow up, she was good at every kind of singing and dancing, because her mother was a famous dance teacher. Therefore, she was able to observe and join any kind of large-scale performance. Every time the performance ended, that big function was empty, she would get on the stage and start dance lightly, she really enjoyed. It was really her most happy moment. Slowly, she started to look forward to stand on the dazzling stage, received public compliments and approves. Her innate desire to perform let her yearn to join entertainment circle. Because of her image as a sweetheart news anchor gradually was climbing, she started to have many opportunities, such as endorsing advertisement, fashion show, be a female lead in MV, etc. It really made her felt happier than be just news anchor, what she needed was wider stage to show her ability and specialty rather than just be news anchor that was not really interested for her.

The sacrifice of fulfilling her dream was losing Fei Jun, the last time she mentioned her intention, she already to felt that she has somehow lost him. But she wanted to bet on her luck, bet that he once again will tolerate her, support her, but the result as they were fighting a big fight. Fei Jun left the house and turned his back on her, he didn’t even took a glance back to her. Right then, she still didn’t understand the situation, she didn’t answer his call again. After that, Fei Jun completely and throughly left her world.

When she knew the news about Fei Jun’s marriage, she was shocked that it felt the blood inside her whole body almost in a flash condensed, in her mind, a question lingered a question: “How can this be?”

If that day, she urged him to stay, pulled his hand, the result would not be this way; if that day she agreed to soften her attitude, and not caring about her arrogance and dignity, the result would not be like this. But there was no if, the reality was Fei Jun was married, he gave up on her.