Marry! my blackhorse

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POSTED ON 5 MARCH 2018 BY 唐智怡
Marry! My Black Horse (嫁！我的黑马) by Shi Xiao Zha 师小札- Chapter 45
3FADE09F-CBAE-4CBC-B6AC-559DC13BC21E.jpegHis kiss like a burning heat, it let her cold foot and hands gradually warmed. His kiss was very tender and gentle, it was like a feather on his lips. This time he was like he was kissing a treasure, a porcelain, he was very careful and cautious.

After not long time, he released her. His big palm patted her head, and as deep as before he said: “You don’t allow to think about it anymore.”

“Fei Jun.” Guan Xin Mu’s eyes were teary. She didn’t expect her words that she said without throughly consideration and her rash actions, unexpectedly would let him immediately pushed out his work pressure, and rushed directly here. It was a lie if she said she didn’t feel moved. Looking at his dark eyes, smelt his sole faint scent of peppermint, in a flash, she felt soft. All her worries, mood, fears, and grievance were gone.

“Em?”

“I am not able to not think about it, I don’t have confidence, do you understand? I don’t know what should I do. Perhaps this lifetime I couldn’t have a get a blessing from your mother. I couldn’t help you with anything. I am really too ordinary. I never had a high hope and target, I also never have ideal and goals. My cooking skills are terrible, I often messed up room, I even couldn’t give you a kid!” Guan Xin Mu said it while frowning, “Do you really certain that I am suitable for you? If we be together, will you not get tired? To speak realistically, what can I give to you?”

Almost everyone could have a moment when their mood is on the lowest point, even to the extent they will felt they were in a plight without any way out, their confidence and perseverance was turned zero that they started to question themselves. Guan Xin mU also not be an exception, this moment she looked at Fei Jun. She was a bit wanted to expose out her thinking out completely to him, “Even if I am that kind of person, I couldn’t change it, do you still want me?”

“What can you do for me?” Fei Jun held her hands, and looked at her earnestly, said slowly: “If I tell you that you can do and bring a lot for me, do you believe it? If I say after having you on my side, I get a sense of security and satisfaction, do you think it is an important thing?”

Guan Xin Mu looked at Fei Jun blankly.

“Feeling is not about business transaction, there are some other important things although it is unable to directly to be hold on our hands and let others to see and understand it clearly, yet just we could sense it. We are living our own life for our sake, don’t we? What’s the point of other’s opinion? We are the only one know and we should have confidence in it.” Fei Jun said it firmly.

“You said you are unable to help me with anything?” He continued, “I could tell you. You can, as long as you stay at home obediently to wait for me, I have the confidence to face the problems outside.”

….. Guan Xin Mu felt her heart was beating erratically, Fei Jun’s every words were really clear, his voice was firm and deep, it immediately penetrated to the bottom of her heart.

“I don’t need you to do any house chores, don’t need you to cook a delicious food. Those are not really important.”

“Then what is the most important?” She asked.

“You stay by my side, that is the most important.”

…… the warm feeling came pouring in her heart, she was unable to ask again: “Are you certain, you want to be with me forever?”