(Y/n) was at her school assembly. She wrote a song for shu. She knew he wouldn't care or possibly not even show up but she was going to do it anyway.
(Y/n) was on to the stage and almost immediately spotted shu. She was shocked to see him there but he was. He was sitting down next to basically a goodness.
She took a deep breath before the music started.
"Staring at a blank wall
Waiting on a missed call
Wondering why you ended it all
I know I'm not perfect
I guess I wasn't worth it
This bridge like a match
Yeah I burned it
Was it somethin' I said
Was it all in my head
Maybe I'm crazy, maybe you're shady
Maybe you got some girl up in your bed right now, callin' you baby
Am I delusional?
Or was it real?
Am I scared of being in love?
Or how you might not feel?
Am I delusional?
Or was it real?
Tell me how am I supposed to feel?
You got me messed up
Faded
Wishing in the worst way
I played it cool with you
Now there's nothing to say
Cause I pushed you away
That's what crazy girls do
And I'm crazy 4 U
I'm crazy 4 U
I'm crazy 4 U
I'm crazy 4 U
Oh no no
I learned my lesson
Who are you textin'?
Is it a question I should be messin' with
So why was I stressing it?
The simple fact is, oh
I overreacted, no
I'm not jealous
But, I can not help it
I swear I felt it
Am I delusional?
Or was it real?
Am I scared of being in love?
Or how you might not feel?
Am I delusional?
Or was it real?
Tell me how am I supposed to feel?
You got me messed up
Faded
Wishing in the worst way
I played it cool with you
Now there's nothing to say
Cause I pushed you away
That's what crazy girls do
And I'm crazy 4 U
I'm crazy 4 U
I'm crazy 4 U
I'm crazy 4 U
Oh no no
Boys drive girls crazy
Crazy girls drive boys away
Boys drive girls crazy
Crazy girls drive boys away
Boys drive girls crazy
Crazy girls drive boys away
Boys drive girls crazy
Crazy girls drive boys away
You got me messed up
Faded
Wishing in the worst way
I played it cool with you
Now there's nothing to say
Cause I pushed you away
That's what crazy girls do
And I'm crazy 4 U
I'm crazy 4 U"
At the end of the song (y/n) ran off the stage crying.
"I-I can't do it anymore."
(Y/n) walked into the school bathrooms and lifted up her sleeves, showing her cut up wrists.
"N-no more pain."
She held a razor to her wrists and starts cutting her wrists as deep as she could.
(Y/n) watched as her blood fall to the floor.
"Goodbye."
((Hi!! I know it's rushed but I'm currently at Hobart for the first time. If anyone wants to say hi don't be afraid to ❤️ next is Kou x shy human reader forced lemon ))
