he did this to me..
ive lost my mind
i cant handle this anymore.
(y/n) sighs as she sits in the bloody bath tub with her slit wrists in the water.
she starts to sing a song.
"I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me aloneThese wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot eraseWhen you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of meYou used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in meThese wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot eraseWhen you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of meI've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all alongWhen you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
You still have all of me, me, me"
as she sings the last part of the song she slowly slid down into the water, dying from the blood lost.
"goodbye you cruel world."
(couple of weeks later)
yuma sit's on the chair only just staring at (y/n)'s coffin.
"I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you finally happy, it's too late for you
Been going out of my mind
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
I wonder what God thinks, I hope you in God's place
Behaving yourself
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
Tell me what death is like
Was it meant for you, (y/n)?
Are you fucking happy now? Did you get what you wanted?
Isn't this what you wanted? I feel the temperature falling
And you've been suicidal back then you were nine?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now, shit
But it's a new day
And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late, fuck!"
ruki hard yuma out, trying to calm him down as yuma screamed and cried for is now lost lover.
"i'm sorry...i'm sorry i cheated on you and treated you like you were nothing. i really do love you and i need you back"
yuma cried in his hands and bit down on his lips to prevent himself from screaming so much.
"yuma you need calm down."
"dont tell me to calm down! i've lost to many loved ones. i cant take it anymore!'
he screamed as he starts throwing and breaking everything that was closest to him.
all the brothers had left the room to leave him by himself for a bit. witch wasnt the best idea has he brought out a large knife and proceeded to stab himself over and over again to just end all the pain and suffering. and just like his wife said at her last words
"goodbye cruel world. i'll see you soon my love please wait for me."
(hey! yeah im kinda having troule witing with my new nails so i'm sorry if its shit. next is ruki x reader x shu lemon)
