IN LOVE WITH THE WHITE BOY

Chapter 26

Jasmine's POV

I layed in bed just watching Chad sleep. Lately I've been having second thoughts about us because he has been making careless mistakes. I love him with all of my heart, but it's still only so much I can take, especially being pregnant. I'm slowly starting to lose trust in him with things he been doing lately. I really don't want to have to take it there though. Even though he bought all that stuff for me yesterday, it doesn't mean a damn thing honestly, becuase one thing he can not do is buy me. If that's the case, he will keep repeating the same damn thang over and over. Forget that, me and him needed to talk before my thoughts drove me wild.

"Chad, wake up," I said pushing him.

"Yea bae," he replied with his eyes still closed.

"Chad wake up man," I said pushing him harder.

"Yea Jasmine, damn," he semi yelled sitting up.

He looked so damn good waking up, lawd take control over my hormones.

"Man, you've been doing a lot of dumb careless shit lately, and it's really been getting to me. If you're doing all of this now, I think you will only get worst once you actually get to Miami, and I don't know if I want to come with you right away. Like things you do and say hurts my feelings, and that's all you been doing. Gifts and sex doesn't change nothing but the moment, but then my thoughts always come back. Chad, it's like you're doing a whole 360 on me, and it's not good," I said as tears started to fall down my face.

"Jazz, I'm sorry babe. I know I've said crazy things to you, but I know my mistakes and I've learned from them. I don't want you hurting, and I'm so sorry," he replied kissing all over my face. "I did all this for you and Jordan, and nobody else. Jasmine, I promise you don't have to worry about anything else. I promise," he whispered pulling me on top of his chest laying me down. I eventually cried myself to sleep in his arms, but at the same time my emotional ass felt better. I need to hurry up and have my lil man.

When I woke back up, Chad wasn't next to me, and thank God because Mike was calling. He didn't want anything, just checking on me and my little man. He's really a friend now instead of an annoying ex. I miss him and my best friend. Things would be so much different if I didn't move, even though I'm very much find with life. I just miss basketball and my freedom so much. I haven't gained much weight, but I've gained enough where I'm going to need to put in work in the gym, ugh my life be like.

"You was going to tell me you was leaving me or nah?" I said once Chad answered his phone.

"I'm getting you something to eat baby chill. I love you too."

"Yea yea, I love you too."

Just as I was about to get up and go use the bathroom, I felt water coming down my legs....that only meant two things. I just went on myself, or my water broke.

"MMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAA," I yelled downstairs to her.

Short, I know. I will be updating tomorrow also. This was just a little something since it's been a minute.