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The voices in my mind are screaming at me even over the sound of the music I have playing. They're screaming 'you fucked up you fucked up!'
I'm sat under his uncles tree in that park he took me to before it all went wrong... And I'm crying I'm crying again I want to scream but no one'll hear me. They all think I'm fine but they don't hear the voices in my head. Fucking hell I miss the idiot I used to call my boyfriend and I would give anything to be with him again. I've never felt defenceless before now and I hate it. I can't even put up walls to protect myself because I am not strong enough anymore. I see couples everywhere every day and it makes me miss being in a relationship.All the color I had in my life is fading to greyscale. I fucked up. I really fucked it up because I am incapable of doing things right. I am losing my mind. I am suffocating.
And I want to die.
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Heartbroken, Heartbreaker
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