January 2014
'Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end up like this
Your name forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss...'
It hurts more and more. I wish it didn't. Heartbreak is an emotion I never wanted to feel again. I have most likely messed up my chances at H&D - I don't know.
I wish things didn't go wrong. Sometimes, though, it is better to leave something broken than try to fix it. I wish it didn't end the way it did. But I know that the pipe burst and started to poison me and us.
I won't delete the photos. Or his number. I'll keep his notifications on so I know he is okay. I'll never stop loving him. And I know he will always love me. But we didn't work anymore and the fact that it was my fault makes this so much harder for me.....
'You can plan for a change
In weather and time
But I never planned on
Saying goodbye.'
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Heartbroken, Heartbreaker
Poetry-Possible Triggers, Be Warned- These are my thoughts, my feelings, this is my life, and I'm going to let you see it. Lyric snippets I've written myself, words I wrote to him, tumblr posts, lyrics that spoke to me... It's all here. All Rights Reserve...