October 2, 2014. (This Time Last Year)

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This time last year

We made it official

I was yours

You were mine

We were happy

The sun shined as

You came with me

To college

This time last year

I already knew

That I loved you

And everything felt right.

Last night you told me

You had had enough

Of everything

Hurt me again with tweets

I knew that one day

You would get tired of me

So part of me wasn't surprised

When it happened

All I know now is things

Are not the same

I've barely slept

Thinking about you

And us

But if you're with Chloe

Why are you so hurt that

I like Josh so?

Are you afraid

That maybe one day

He'll be better for me

Than you?

But what you do

And what you say

Hurts me so much

What happened to being

Best friends?

Best friends never

Ignore each other

They talk about things

On their minds

They don't just stop talking

And leave the other in the dark

This time last year

I believed I would be with you

A year, two years down the road

I saw my future with you

Then it went wrong and

I just wish you weren't so cold

Towards me now

Because it hurts

Today tomorrow

The rest of the year

Will be hard for me

I need to know

Will you be there?

To help me

To comfort me at

Two in the morning

Will you be there

On day fourteen of no sleep

Because the dreams are too much?

Will you be there

When I'm close to tears?

This time last year

I never thought we'd end up like this.

But then again

This time last year

I didn't think I'd be here.

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