Sat on the bathroom floor
She cries
For everything that fell apart
For everyone who left her
Phone by her side
Door locked
Home alone
She screams
She yells
She ransacks the cabinet
Until she finds what she wants
The razor
Her attempts to dismantle it
Are fruitless but she still tries
Sobbing brokenly
She gives up and just presses
The fresh blade against her wrist
One cut
For the boy she loves so much
But doesn't care about her
Two cuts
For the ones who were like her
But succeeded in their attempts
Three cuts
For all the "friends"
Who left her behind
Four cuts
For the family
Who don't notice a damn thing
Five six seven eight nine
Ten.
She's falling apart
Moving from her arm
To her stomach
Her legs
Her thighs
'Worthless,' she screams
'Pathetic. Ugly. Stupid. Weak.'
She keeps hurting herself
Before collapsing
Exhausted
'I don't want to be here...'
The blood pools on the floor
But it still isn't enough
'I am not enough.'
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Heartbroken, Heartbreaker
Poetry-Possible Triggers, Be Warned- These are my thoughts, my feelings, this is my life, and I'm going to let you see it. Lyric snippets I've written myself, words I wrote to him, tumblr posts, lyrics that spoke to me... It's all here. All Rights Reserve...
