Random Thoughts In My Random Head

I Dedicate Poems To My Dead Lovers

Do forgive me if I'm not myself
I'm trying to find a way to tell you I like you
So far the only way I did so was by my poems
But now they seem to be dead like my lovers too

Nears , dears and sophisticated fears
I wrote them all just to tell what I can't act out
But since you can't even do either
I wrote poems for people who I don't matter

Can you understand the pain I took
To meticulously find out what makes you in happiness ?
Let me find another person to like , fren
While you and your poem turn to dust then .

So excuse me if I don't seem to be in a state of mind
I just can't figure out , should I write or should I hide
my likeness for you , it's not that simple
Cause I dedicate my poems to my dead lovers
And I can't lose you too , no ..... never .