I sat on the couch fuming.I was super pissed With Alison.She looked at me not s
ure what to say while Justin looked back and forth but didn't say anything.I guess he knew better than to but in now.This went on for sometime when at last Alison tried to clear the air.
"Jess,want a pizza or something?"
I didn't reply.I don't care how rude I was sounding I was pissed.I remembered the night of my 15th birthday.It was three years ago,approximately around the time when my mom remarried.My dad had died just a few months ago(or that was what my mom had said but she said I didn't attend the funeral because she thought I coulden't handle it).This had made me so mad.I mean mom really?He was my dad for crying out loud.I mean what kind of mom would not allow her fifteen year old daughter to attend her own dad's funeral because she thought her daughter coulden't handle it.
Yeah,this was when me and my mom first started drifting apart.Then when she married charlie...she became a stranger to me.School wasn't going any better.I was pretty popular but soon people started calling my depressed and I started getting sent to the counsellor.A lot.
No one wanted to do anything with me anymore.I once sat at the popular table,every girl was envious of me, every guy was envious of my boyfriend.After that...suddenly no one wanted to do anything with me.I sat at the darkest corner of the cafeteria.
Then I met Alison.She was like my sunshine.....
That day...
"Hey" I was startled.I was so used to the quiteness or only the rude remarks that a friendly sound startled me.
"What do you want" I asked rudely not looking up to see who it was.If it was Ashley coming up with any of her smart-ass comments she would be very sorry.
"Can I sit here" This shocked me.This was the first time I was hearing this voice.What shocked me even more was that some was actually asking to sit next to me.A few months ago I woulden't be such a shock but now..
I looked up.The girl had black hair,like mine.She was wearing a white top with black skinny's.She was pretty and didn't look mean.
"Are you sure?I'm weird remember?"
"Nope,I think your the nicest and prettiest person I've met" I looked at her mouth open.What?
"You probably don't remember but you once saved me from major humiliation...from Adam,the senior varsity quarterback"
I almost felt ashamed of myself for not remembering her.
"Its nothing" I said shrugging "and sure take a seat" .I muttered.
She smiled at me and sat down.The rest of the time she was just making small-talk with me but after that she was like my sunshine.She filled most of the gaps made by my mom and my so-called friends and she made me feel ..well like human again.
Then I met Ty...my life was perfect again.
~*~
I was back to reality and noticed that Alison was not here anymore.I thought about going and apologising I looked at Justin as if reading my thoughts he pointed his hand upwards.I silently walked upstairs and without a sound opened her bedroom door.
My heart stopped beating.For that second I wanted to nothing but die.My heart started aching so badly.
Then it happened..I was furious.
BURSTING.
SO ANGRY.
ANGRY ENOUGH TO RIP THEM APART.
"HOW COULD YOU" I screamed at Alison who was in..Tys' arms.
