The Day I Lost Him

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I know I have lose you. I can't ask you to trust me. I know but I love you. You might hate me but I can never do that. When he scrolls down the newsfeed trust me I go low on my knees. It hurts yes alot. When he smiles at those msgs and notifications trust me my heart wrecks. Yes I lost him. The day he found me wrong I lost him. I do not have any rights to ask him sorry so that he comes back. No he is not going to come back never again as the one I got him. I lost him the day he changed his phone's fingerprints. I lost him he day I saw him almost next to crying. I lost him the day I saw his notifications coming with his so called fans. 8 lost him the day I can no longer expect a love you more reply. I lost him the day I could no longer look into his eyes and say he matters. I lost him the day he started ignoring my calls and msgs. I lost him the day he finally found someone better than me. Yes I lost him. But then there is nothing wrong in finding the better one. He deserves better. Trust me he has an amazing soul. The soul that is so true. The soul that actually loved me. I wish I could hold you tight and say that you matter. You matter a lot . But I know I don't. And that I don't matter anymore to you all. Because I have shattered your trust several times. I wish I was not that dumb enough to lose you. I am sorry.

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