dear diary,,
hello! its been a while since i wrote in here. i miss him. i feel like the only place i can go to where i am able to remember him is through these entries.
i met up with wonpil today, he told me that a flower shop had opened up near his memorial and that they had beautiful white roses. after we met, i decided to visit the shop and look around. all the flowers stood out, petals shining gently in the golden sun which caused me to smile. white roses were what he gave me on our first date, as we sat across each other in the cafe as i confessed.
when i visited him in hospital, he smiled at me gently through the pain. seeing his eyes water as he knew time became limited. i always slept beside his bed, holding his hand gently as his thumb ran circles over my hand, comforting me until the end. but then it happened.
i woke up once beside you to see your skin had become sugary white, completely pale as your veins deepened in colour. your eyes were closed as your thumb slowly stopped tracing my hand, lying still above mine. your smile never faded as you rested, your breathing slowly coming to a halt as my own breath hitched.
i tapped his shoulder gently.
no response.
i shook his shoulder more desperately.
still, no response.
my eyes were watering as i panicked. calling wonpil and sungjin as they rushed to the hospital.
the last time i saw you, you were smiling. breathing. comforting me. we knew it would end, but why so quickly?
i miss you so much, and so do the others. i keep going to see you but, i cant move on at all no matter what.
i love you so much youngkyun.
is it too late to say so?
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Fanfictionhi hello (by day6) i made this because i love my boys and wanted to write about them more often!!
