Badass 2. Story of a kpop star. ([BTS] Min Yoongi ff)

Chapter 8: You will

*3 months later*

Lia: 5, 4, 3, 2, go!

(2 random boys)

Zoe: You started doing a better job. I'm so proud of you.

Y/N: Thankies.

 As we finished our additional dancing classes, I started packing my things and changing.

Zoe: When do you have to leave?

Y/N: In 2 weeks, Monday.

Zoe: Do you really have to go?

 I quietly nodded. Zoe sighed.

Zoe: Well, if that's what you want.

Y/N: Yeah, it is.

Zoe: I'll just miss you.

Y/N: I'll miss you too honey.

 I gave her a hug and she led a small cry. It remembered me of the moment when I thought Wendy'd leave me.

Y/N: Hey., I whispered. It's okay. We can talk anytime by phone. And you can visit us whenever you'd like. I just miss my family, and I need to see them.

 She gave me a sad smile. 

Zoe: I know, just-., she paused. Don't forget about me.

Y/N: You know I won't.

 We hugged tightly.

*2 weeks later*

 I walked through the house that we rented to look for the things I was missing. I packed a charger, headphones, a power-bang, a pillow, a blanket and a jacket in my backpack. Then all of our passports, tickets and other documents we needed. I ran through different rooms either to take my toothbrush, my lingerie or my make-up products.

 I closed my luggage and sat on my bed to look at my half-empty room. The white walls looked empty without the posters and pictures that were hanging. The night lights lit the room. Yellow lights played on the floor with the fluffy white carpet.

 Then, I glanced at myself in the mirror. I was dressed in my traveling clothes.

 White shirt, jeans, sneakers, ponytail and red jacket.

 I was deep in my thoughts, thinking if it's worth it coming back, when I heard a soft knock on my door. 

Y/N: Come in.

 Irene peeked her head inside. 

Irene: Hyuna-ah~, we need to leave in 30 minutes.

Y/N: Okay., I said quietly.

Irene: Is something bothering you?, I sighed. I'll consider that as a "Yes".

 She sat down next to me on my bed.

Irene: What are you thinking about?

Y/N: Nothing, I'm just-*sigh*, I was just thinking-, is it even worth it going back? I mean, I miss mom and TaeTae a lot, but at the same time I don't want to see that face of his.

Irene: Is he bothering you?

Y/N: Kinda.

Irene: Well., she said softly. I know that he kinda left to his own apartment, so he shouldn't be a bother.

 I nodded. Seulgi came in.

Seulgi: You girls ready? We need to leave soon.

Irene looked at me and I nodded. She helped me with the 2 of  my suitcases and we climbed down-stairs. I saw that Yeri and Joy were running back and forth, running out of time, while Wendy waited patiently at the door, fully dressed. I smiled and shouted at the 2 maknaes.

Y/N: We're leaving in 5 minutes, put your shoes back on! (Oh yes I did)

 The house was full of laughter while the 2 joined us at the door.

*At the airport*

 I put my headphones on while we were waiting for the plane to take off. We were sitting in the middle row. The plane was big, 2-4-2, I to the window on my right, Irene on my left, in front of us were Joy and Yeri, and behind us were Wendy and Seulgi. Irene already fell asleep. I took my pillow and looked out of the window to see the night LA shinning with bright yellow lights. Eminem's song started playing.

 The plane started taking off. I listened to the lyrics. I'm not afraid of you. You are nothing to me. I gave you my trust and my love, and you lost them. Fuck you.

 I watched as we were distancing from the land. Deep in my thoughts, music and feelings, I fell asleep.

***

 I woke up in the middle o my sleep. Looked around. Everyone's asleep. I covered myself with my blanket and the blanket they gave me. Shuffled though them and stopped at one. I looked at the name of it. So far away.

 I pressed on "Play". Fell deep in thins song. Memories floated back to my mind. Wend we studied. Wen we composed. When we befriended. Everything. I'm done. So fucking done. So fucking done of all this bullshit and excuses. Of lies and cheatings. I cried. So fucking hard. I cried all my problems out. Everything. I won't fall back in your trap. Not anymore. You are nothing to me. You are worthless. And you'll pay for what you've done to me. You'll regret for doing what you did. Believe me. You will.