Vander Series: BEEN IGNORED

Chapter 13

After i walked out from the mansion I immediately saw a taxi kaya pumara ako may pera din naman kasi ako dito yung sukli sa seven eleven na dalawang araw ng nasa bulsa ko

"Memorial Park po sa may Gallagher"sabi ko ng makasakay ako ng taxi

Namimiss ko na siya naiiyak nanaman ako bahala na

"Nandito na tayo iha"sabi nung driver kaya naman napabalik ako sa sarili

"Maraming salamat po"sabi ko at inabot ang bayad ko

Naglakad nako papuntang puntod niya at agad na umupo sa harapan

"Strawberry?"ng banggitin ko ang salitang iyan ay agad na tumulo ang luha ko

I can't still imagine that i lost Vanna because of that stupid fever maybe Von was right maybe im stupid enough to kill my own child

"Vanna mommy misses you already im sorry baby if im so careless i hope you forgive mommy for what ive done if I was careful siguro nandito kapa ngayon im really sorry my strawberry"sabi ko at dumapa na sa puntod ni Vanna dahil sikip na sikip na ang dibdib ko kakaiyak

Iyak lang ako ng iyak hanggang sa nagulat ako ng may humila sakin patayo

"Let's go home"he blurted as he pulled me up

"Let go of me Von"I said and pull my arms off his hands

"Stop being a stubborn Arriane!"he hissed

"I'm not being a stubborn here Von"sabi ko sa kanya

"I'm thinking kung kaya ko pa ba"i said but I can only see his usual face. The boring one

"At alam mo ba kong ano ang naisip ko?si Vanna I missed my daughter she help me realized that we can still be a family that time will pass and we will be happy again naisip ko na I can't leave you"sabi ko at napaupo hindi dahil sa kong anong dahilan kundi nahihiya ako sa sinabi ko and that was the first time na nagsabi ako ng kakornihan Sa harap niya

"Stand up now the rain is getting stronger"sabi niya kaya naman napatingala ako I was so pre occupied hindi ko man lang nalaman na umuulan na tumayo nako at naunang naglakad

Tumakbo papunta sa kotse niya at agad na pumasok ganun din ang ginawa niya

"I have my coat there cover you're body"sabi niya at agad na pinaandar ang kotse

Hindi ako sumunod sa sinabi niya at nagulat ako ng patayin niya ang aircon"use the coat Arriane"

"Bakit ba feeling ko nag aalala ka sakin?"I blurted and I don't care

"I'm not worried im just concern it's a big difference now use the damn coat now"inirap ko nalang ang mata ko at sinuot ang coat niya I don't know but im kinda happy right now he's concern and I like it.

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Nakarating na kami sa bahay at agad akong pumasok sa kwarto ko ganun din siya hindi na kami nagkaimikan

I was peacefully finding some comfy shirts ng dumaan sa paa ko and I"Ahhhhhhhhh!"I screamed on top of my lungs at tumalon sa kama ko

"Why are you shouting?"he ask with his poker face

"What is that hamster doing here!?"sigaw ko sa kanya

"I saw you talking to that hamster when you entered my room and I decided to put that here because I know you missed Vanna so much don't worry I have her pictures on my phone you can have that"sabi niya at umalis nakakahiya he saw me talking to the hamster I knew it

It seems that may kanya kanya pala kaming remembrance ni Vanna I have her hamster now and he has her pictures good to know

Pagkatapos nun ay sinara ko na ang pinto baka kasi makalabas yung hamster at naligo nako nag hot shower ako because damn ang ginaw ngayon dahil sa nabasa ako sa ulan na natuyo ako sa aircon

Humiga nako sa kama ko at tumitig sa kisame

What if Vanna is still here?siguro nakakapag usap pa kami ni Von or maybe nabuo na siguro kami ngayon but it might just happen never dahil wala na si Vanna pinabayaan ko siya

I had enough for today gusto ko ng magpahinga