-'𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘴?'-
‹ The city's constant state of serenity
and splendor requires that a single
unfortunate child be kept in perpetual
filth...
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October 16, 2016
Tomorrow
The mv drops tomorrow
My solo mv is dropping
People are going to hear a song that i made, they are going to read lyrics that i wrote, oh my god, what if they hate it?
I've never been alone on stage before, what if my stage presence is not good, what if it is worse than usually, i've never done this before, i'm gonna be alone on that stage, just me and the backup dancers
No nct
Just me
Am i alone good enough? No, i'm not,
so what do i do?
Jesus, what do i do?
﹊﹊﹊﹊﹊﹊
one and two and three and four, fiiive, six, seven and eight
I'm exhausted
I was currently on Mcountdown, and i'm set for a liveshow, which means, i'm not allowed to make mistakes, at all
With all the practice that i did, if i mess up on stage, i will punch myself
My thighs were already kinda bruised because i would get frustrated and hit myself with anything thats near me or in my hands
I practice so much, i give up on my sleep so that everything i do on stage can be perfect, cause if it's not then, what am i even doing?
I need it to be perfect, i'm and idol under SM entertainment, i see my seniors and they are all successful and they work so hard, there is a lot of pressure on me, i need to be good, i need to be more than just good
2 minutes!
"Taeri come on let's go, we need to go, hurry up!" Manager unnie spoke
"Oh god, okay" I checked my pulse on last time before following my manager to the stage
