Poems by me

ii Empty

Laying on the ground,  

feeling the icicles fall around me; 

hoping one would jab my heart...for I do not deserve to live.. 

Why you might ask?

I keep driving people away.

I've been broken many times...

but I'm still standing...although I wanna fall

Having you leave me, the way you did, made me break down. 

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Reflection ~ 

When you look in the mirror,

what do you see?

Do you see an affectionate person?

Or someone with so much dedication?

What is the correct connection?

Do we really need to have an election?

The perfection in one's eyes, 

is beautiful. 

What is in your eyes?

Determination or Disappointment?

What shall be the objection in this obscure life?

What is your confession?

You were the one who was deceiving.

Pretending to be something that you weren't.

You were the wolf in sheep's clothing. 

All I can star at, was your back as you were leaving. 

I broke down in tears after i learned what you did to  me was wrong. 

I was in disbelief, that I was the one at fault-

especially after the assault. 

I came to a halt. 

Saw the vault. 

Will it open if I snap my fingers three times?

Snap. Snap. Snap.

Nothing. 

Will it open if I wish really hard?

Guess not. 

Nothing will be opened "just like that" for you.  

Nothing will go away, even if you think about it going away really hard- it just wont. 

You can think it left, 

but in reality, it never really leaves, until you have finally found peace within. 

It will never truly be removed until you say it will be- 

once you've found peace within your heart. 

Knowing that bad things happen- 

worse to others. 

Be glad nothing too bad happened to you.