Poems by me

The Dream that was Denied...

The door was open..

The fear of not knowing the truth is out there-

But wait, this cannot be

Fireflies lighting the way you need to go

Rain begins to pour down, soaking up everything in its way

A voice calling out from the distance

Finally finding out it was my own

An hour later seeing myself trapped in a cage

Unable to break free

Screaming to get out

Clawing at the doors

Pulling on the fabric around the place

Trying to push my way out

Not able to break free..

Still stuck..

Unable to walk

Needing to see whats out there- But..

Theres no light.

Darkness surrounds my everything

Unable to walk

Unable to speak- blood clogs my throat

Blood drains down my eyes

The venom in the blood- makes me hurl

Needing a way out of death

But wheres the key to this box?

Dreaming on getting out of here..

But something is pulling me back to stay here and rot.

But what?

A fire in the distance begins to grow

The fire grows louder and bigger

Rain begins to pour down.

The fire is glowing above the rain

What good is the rain doing..

Nothing..

The fire won't go out!

Hearing screams beyond the grassy hills

Tiptoeing away from this scene

The pain within

Is from being torn

Being ripped apart

Being god damn broken.

The fire is the anger I have within

The rain is the sadness that flows around my body making me feel like I'm trapped in a tsunami.

Before I know it, I'm drowning

Falling into the deep end

Away from the light

Darkness only coming closer

Slowly closing my eyes

Wanting nothing to do with this

Waking up to see the sun out-

But how?

Seeing the bees buzzing

My palms are sweating

Is this a nightmare?

Seeing everything perfect doesn't feel right.