Yoongi has always been insecure. Whether it be about his body or personality he's always been insecure. And he never had anyone to reasure him. So he kept on thinking his thoughts were true. That he wasn't pretty. That he wasn't funny.
That he wasn't what people wanted.
He has had these periods before. These sudden feelings of am I enough? He knew that he was gonna hate himself for some time. He knew that he was gonna judge everything he is and stood for. Because that's what he's used to.
He's used to judging himself till he's sitting in a corner bawling his eyes out. Yet feeling nothing. Felling hollow and vulnerable. And he hated when it happens because he can't go to his classes. He's to scared he'll break down.
So that morning when he feels the sudden shift in mood he closes his eyes. Taehyung and Jungkook were sleeping on either side of him. They were breathing in and out slowly. Peacefully. And here was Yoongi on the verge of screaming.
There were already tears welling out of his eyes. Yet he was quiet. He didn't wanna wake Jungkook or Taehyung. Didn't want them to see him like this. Because it may have been him who asked them to come over to him the other night. But he wasn't about to show them this side of himself.
So he slowly made his way out of their hold on him and made his way to his bathroom. And there he stood in the view of the mirror. Disgust written in his face. And there were immediately thoughts flying around his head. Bad thoughts.
'Too fat' 'Too ugly' 'Not exciting enough' 'Not funny enough' 'Not worth the trouble' 'Not worth the effort'
He hadn't noticed the two figures moving behind him. He hadn't noticed the gasp. He only noticed when he was turned around and was captured in a hug. He only noticed when he heard the two voices saying reassuring things. He only noticed when they were holding him.
They were saying things that no one's ever told Yoongi. He's never felt like he was enough like he was able to get someone's reassurance. Yet here he was with two men holding him and drying his tears with their sleeves. He cried at the feeling of happiness driving through him. Cried because of the relief.
The three of them just stood there and hugged for some time. Stood close and held each other. Because that was what they needed. They needed this. Yoongi's needed this. And he finally got the reassurance he never got. Not from his father not from his mother. Not from anyone. And then finally like two angels send to him by the heavens he stood. Being reassured.
And this period of sadness wasn't that long. No it was short and it was over. And he ended it with happiness.
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FanfictionON HIATUS!! When college student Min Yoongi sleeps over at a party he wakes up to two people cuddling him in their sleep. Started <18 August 2018> Ended <?> (All rights picture rights go to the owners of said pictures)