Not only one, but two! <Taegikook>

Denial

Jungkook 3rd POV

He didn't get it; he really didn't get it. Why hadn't his phone done anything with the messages? Why hadn't it made any noise so to alarm him about the messages and calls? Why had it not done anything? He threw his phone onto the chair besides him, not caring if it was broken.

He looked at Taehyung and saw that he was deep in thought; Jungkook didn't like this feeling of guilt inside his chest. He didn't feel like screaming, he felt like crying, he wanted to break down and never stop the sobs that would fill the room.

He felt a single tear slip down his cheek and startled at the weird feeling. He went to wipe away the moisture on his cheek but was caught off guard when he felt a warm hand on his face. Taehyung was smiling sadly at him, his face screamed that he wasn't okay but Jungkook liked the intimacy between them right at the moment.

Jungkook wanted to apologize; he wanted to scream out excuses and pleads so that maybe he could be with Yoongi again. Maybe he and Taehyung could do something. Maybe they could go out to the fair when Yoongi was okay enough to leave the hospital.

"Hey hyung? Can we maybe go to the fair? With Yoongi?" Jungkook knew his voice was weak but he also knew that Taehyung had heard him. Jungkook smiled a little when Taehyung chuckled, he knew the idea was idiotic but he also felt relieved having finally said it.

They kept quiet, not because they were scared of being loud, no just, because they didn't see reason in talking at the moment.

It was quiet in the hall where they stood, waiting for the right time to move. Jungkook knew that he needed to go home and study for the upcoming test that he had, but he didn't want to leave Taehyung and definitely not Yoongi.

So he stayed where he was standing, not moving an inch, just trying to calm down his breaths. People passed by them, some in a hurry whilst others were just leisurely walking by them.

It seemed like hours passed before Jungkook finally began moving, he slowly freed himself from the hug that had ensued after Taehyungs intimacy. Taehyung made a small noise of disagreement but ultimately let Jungkook go.

"I should get going... I have to study for a test." Jungkooks voice wavered a little, but he kept on with his sentence. Taehyung just gave him a small nod and a smile before waving him off.

Jungkook slowly walked down the halls of the hospital. He slowed a little when he passed Yoongis room, though he kept on walking when he heard the murmurs of speech coming through the door.

'He must be talking with the doctor' he thought as he carried on in his way out of the hospital. Once he reached the door, he finally let all his sadness flow through himself. He had kept most of it in when he was with Taehyung in fear of making the older worried.

The tears flowed freely but there were no sobs. Jungkook walked in the night, not knowing where he would end up, he just kept walking. He stopped once he got to a bridge.

He looked over the railing on the bridge and watched as the water beneath slowly drifted in a steady stream. He thought back to what had occurred a few hours prior.

'Maybe it's all just a bad dream? Yeah that must be it, I would never ignore Yoongi...' he was denying it. He didn't like the thought that he was the reason for Yoongis pain. He didn't like being the reason for others misery.

Jungkook denied many things, especially when he was to blame. He remembers when he was younger and had accidentally hurt his friends; he blamed it on a different person even if everyone had already seen he had done it.

He had denied it when his father had been admitted to the hospital the first time, he had denied it when his mother had said he needed a job, he denied it when he was told he couldn't do It.

He always denied things, it was one of his faults he'll admit that, but he knew this time he couldn't deny it. He knew he had to see his fears in the eyes and admit that, yeah, he had been the reason Yoongi was hit.

He looked at the flowing water beneath him and saw small ripples in the water, but there was no rain. The ripples were just his tears, falling freely from his face having no care in the world. Jungkook chuckled a little at how pathetic he was.

He slowly straightened his back before continuing his walk where that would lead him, he had no idea but he hoped he was going home. He wanted nothing more than to curl into a ball and just sleep his feelings away.

Jungkook knew that he had to face Yoongi again and apologize, but for now, he would ignore these feelings. He didn't want to do anything at that moment.

Therefore, he wouldn't.

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So sorry for the short chapter! Please I hope you liked it and thank you for reading!